The end of torture's finally here. Ending in an hour and 30 mins time to be exact. Have always loathe wednesdays for the whole world agrees that both modules on tt day is useless. Had the last class of Sports & Wellness just now (Though i still have one more makeup class at 3pm).
Clara took us outside for the newcomers had to use the gym and they had to push us somewhere so we dont hinder their orientation. "Played" softball, netball and dodgeball and it was really nothing worth mentioning cause as everyone knows, people aged 17 and above in poly dont like to show their enthusiasm in such games (Nor was i hyped about it to start with). We just did it cause well. We had to in order to fuck off s&w.
And you do know tt i really wont bother to talk about life's most mundane course until it made me really miss netball with 2grace 2004. Add the fact tt 2004's a hell of four years ago yet i still miss our netball days is the weirdest thing ever.
The "netball" session just now did not even make me perspire despite the strongest morning sun i've seen in a long while (cause i really wont wake up at such an unearthly hour), shining down on all of us. Not tt im complaining since im meeting cl right after class still.
It only brought up mad memories of 29o4 netball times where we'll shout and scream (minor vulgarities included) till teachers of Joshua Block, facing the parade square would stick their head out of the window to shush us (and throw in the dirtiest look a teacher could ever produce whilst still in accordance of rules of the MOE), playing all the way into recess then going to bath and then get caught for being ultra late for Chua Guat Beng science lesson. Or going for recess and talking about whose boob was pressing against whose arm in order to grab the stupid ball, who should cut their goddamn nails and dont they know the universal rule tt such ball games do not pardon long nails. Oh plus plus plus whose ponytail should be cut off cause it kept sweeping across the face like some foundation powder puff. If im gonna mention every single little thing i dont think tt you guys would really bother to read ahhhhhhhh. I miss good times like this damn.
Everything aside. We just fucked off marcomm and gracomm for good yesterday yay! Now i just hope tt we all dont die too bad. I just realllllllly wanna pass............ Sigh.
Hehehehehehehe for all of you kaypoh jis out there and those who're trapped in bewilderment of who this unfortunate Cl is.
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Hello hello i know tt this post is supposed to be up two days ago, didnt expect CATS to end tt early and was too lazy anyway. Damn i cant decide between staying up to photoshop pics for Friendster or to sleep. I seriously need to stop coughing like someone near death. Filming and bestf's appointment tmrrrrrrrrrrr. I have no idea what would happen if i start coughing on the cue of "Camera's rolling". To add on to the list of i have no idea(s), why i actually added this extra paragraph of no reason despite deleting then typing it back for the fourth time, why i keep doing stuff to myself to ultimately piss myself off in the end and how to end this entry.
(10:28:00 AM)
Saturday, January 26, 2008
I just ended the longest Mummy-To-Daughter talk and I have to blog about this because it feels so surreal.
She came into my room and sat on my bed, (I'm guessing with no intentions at all of starting such a topic) and started talking to me about her day and how she felt. Was surfing around the net after finishing Executive Summary for marcomm when I asked her if a girl was pretty, she suddenly asked a question she never asked before. And to make things worse, she had on the most serious look anyone could ever have at 3.20AM.
Got a shock and debated within myself before deciding to tell her what she should know, and after everything, I ended with, "Okay la mummy late already. You go sleep, I'm going to talk to Clarence now". Then again. It didnt exactly end tt way cause she shot back "No wonder ask me go to sleep la! So its not because its late" and threw me the most disgusted look a happy mother could give her floating daughter before leaving my room mmmmm. Yeah. More like it hah!
Here to dispose a few long overdue photos before school overwhelms everything and February comes along:
Tuesday, January 15th: Jacky Jacky Jack Jack's 18th!
Cy, me with the happiest birthday boy in 2008!
The whole world at Kenny Roger's, Marina Square! (Im really kidding about the whole world part anyway)
HAPPY 18TH LOVE! Still owe you and Pinwen your retarded presents so please hit Queensway soon before I spend away your share of birthday money!
Friday, 18th January: Wenqi's 18th!
Clarke Quay Billy Bombers with about half the size of 29o4. HAPPY 18TH AIAI SIM CHUCHU AND PLEASE GROW UP WITHOUT FEELING SO EMOTIONAL ALL THE TIME. Oh and if it makes you feel better, I can really line up all the guys in my contacts for you to pick and choose! And for god's sakes please choose a better timing to call me, instead of always calling me when im in the shower -.- Still, you know tt i do love you right right right. Owe you your stupid present also. Faster decide so Cheyennie and I can get you la (So you can stop saying tt we dont care about you, dont love you yada yada doo doo)!
Sunday, 20th January: Night Safariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
Okay stop laughing. I know tt everyone looks ultra spastic in this photo still, WE WENT TO THE NIGHT SAFARI!!!!!!!! Alright i can hear all of your minds going "Damn when was the last time I've been to the Night Safari hmmmmmmmm", oh oh. Can i answer it for you? 20TH JANUARY GUA GUA GUA! Had the best time there with Wu Quay Ji, Adrian and Cl :D:D:D
P.s: I swear to god tt our outfit colours are purely coincidental and up to each and every individual.
Wednesday, 23rd January: Sashe with the love
Finally had the best reunion in years and miraculously, it was Cy who suggested to meet! (Cause she was getting her results the next day) Dinner filled with laughter, joy, fun and love. Ahhhhh best. Couldnt ask for better :D
2008
2005 (WE NEED TO DO THIS AGAIN! AND FISHY. WHERE. THE. FUCK. ARE. YOU?!!!!!!!)
Thia did this mmmmmm.
Wu Quay Ji, you need to update me about your life tmr at 1! Off to concentrate on my goodnight call. Goodanight furbies and try to get past life without missing me hahahahahahahahah! Love love :D
(4:23:00 AM)
Friday, January 25, 2008
Its wednesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Which also means tt im blogging from my favourite class in the entire possible world................... Not. Kay tt aside, getting a tad too boring to complain here every single week.
Cant exactly remember what I've been up to since the last time i updated (Note to self: Last friday). Seem to cough my way through the past few days (i really do mean cough) but i've been really really happy hah. This week's gonna be madly frenetic though with gracomm, marcomm and webgraph all to be presented by next tuesday. Oh just recalled tt my absolute favourite, CATS is also due by next wednesday. Cant wait for school to be overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (Omg please please please).
O's results to be released by tmr. And trust me, I really try not to recall how i felt this time of last year when i cried like never before. (Though it was good news and i still have the video!!!!!) Meeting bff clarinda yeo rui wen for her requested dinner with the clique in case she dies and we dont get to see her ever again. Then again, its not like we see much of her anymore! Not too sure if i'll sleep fast tonight till I receive cl and bff's call by 2plus tmr afternn. (Please please please, again)
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Typed tt in CATS. Never got to post. Wanted it to be a happy post. Got fucked up beyond belief within the past hour. Ah still. Dont really know how majority fared for o's but those who matter to me, i guess found a satisfactory route. Im happy for them, ah, as long as they're happy im fine.
Urgh okay i cant make myself to continue. Cl's going to the doc with me tmr, i hope i dont die from an overdose of cough syrup and tablets. Thank god i still and i think would always have the clique and bestf. Add cl now so i guess life's good. Tons of photos overdue. Havent got them ah fuck.
One of bestf's line's stuck in my head. And im sure tt she wont mind me posting it, most to most she'll give me more acute stomach aches and telling me "Wah wah wah use my line ah :$". Ah wu quay ji you damn predictable. Oh yeah the line.
"First impressions baby, don't fuck it up"
(1:19:00 AM)
Friday, January 18, 2008
My house feels like a zoo now cause a pig's asleep, with its back facing me. Okay quits since another one, namely myself, fell asleep on the sofa. Today's gonna be a good day, thank you.
(12:09:00 PM)
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Cant believe this fuck. She actually bothered to walk over, stared at my screen and asked "Are you.... Paying attention?"
"Do i.... Ah yeah"
And all this while my screen displayed my friendster home page.
More updates when i get pics, especially from Jeremy since my last week seemed to be devoted to shooting. Sheepy's picking me up during the 12-3pm break while waiting for bestf's s&w to start yay. Though school has been a motherfucking crazed cunt, life's been pretty good on almost every other thing else. Been really happy and I see the same for almost everyone I love so, thank you God (Its about time anywayyyyyyyyyyyy)!!!!!!!
Jacky love, happy 18th yesterday! Sorry I wasnt there the entire day still. Glad tt you had the best birthday ever xoxoxoxoxoxo all my love! Go queensway to pick out your present leh faster! Oh i forgot,
Jack you asshole. Still tell me got photo right. Motherfucker want lie to me how long. Happy 18th, but you die from today onwards.
Ah you thank your lucky stars tt you've always been there for me. Update me leh hoy! If not i angry i tell you hah. Still, love love!
Alright Im really sorry for this eratic entry. I didnt mean to blog but i had to talk about this stupid class which may i repeat, I DONT WANNA BE HERE. Sorry again for saying this a little too much. Doubt anything can spoil my mood at this point of time, we might be going to the zoo on sunday yay yay yay! I know tt we've just been there not long ago (considering the fact tt everyone goes there once in ten years, literally), still. I like the zoo! Night safari anyone anyone anyone! Erm and I havent caught Enchanted ah damn. Alright shall stop killing you all grumps with my infectious happiness and shall try to kill my own grumpy-wumpies here now in CATS.
Updates soon, promise!
(10:36:00 AM)
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Hi hello hi. So i'm in CATS and I'm really sorry to be so repetititive every single time I start blogging when Im here but I really really really really do not want to be here. If God would give me a minor wish, I would really ask for him to take away everything on fucking Wednesday cause everyone in Ngee Ann knows tt its a hell of a waste of time. Plus receiving an email for every single time I've been absent to this useless class, (to make matters worse, not like as if receiving a personalised email from your tutor is bad enough, the email is being cc-ed to your advisor and some other person) doesnt help, really.
Would go to the doctor's IF ONLY he didnt suggest that I needed a referral to a specialist if my cramps go on longer. It was then that I realised I've been using the same excuse for too much too long. Had to go all the way to Avenue 3 to get my last week's mc which Sheepy laughed and laughed when she realised where i went -.- Idiot.
First time attempt of s&w without bestf today. And this would be a public announcement going out to anyone who sees this that the next time I decide to go for s&w alone ever again, someone please please please knock me out and lock me up at home. I'm being extremely serious. Wu Quay Ji you know tt i never say this but ah. Omg la i missed you like fuck okay! You seriously dont know the pain of s&w alone. Lucky bitch you. Urgh hahahaha. Hope you have fun paktor-ing today. Call me tonighttttttttttttt and update la you cunt (havent said this in years, i just realised)!
Had the most painful experience of waiting a motherfucking bus yesterday. I'm never gonna try taking 86 from bestf's place ever again. To think that i actually liked, (keyword would be liked), taking buses. Longest story ever, so you can ask me if you wanna share my pain of public transport :| hahahahahaha.
Chu called last night for her mood wasnt the best. Harrassed me whilst i was bathing and called after i came out. Came to this sudden realisation that I havent seen them in a while and I guess she finally proved that I'm still alive, sadly for her i guess. Will be seeing them soon for this stupid girl's 18th. In the meanwhile, dont need miss me too much la. Sufficient amount will do yay!
All of my love still, alright.
Last night's episode of Golden Path's up and I cant think of a better time then to watch it but now. Thank god for Youtube and bless the guy who uploads everyday hahahaha. Look at me, i actually sounded religious if you wanted to look at it in a nice way. Trying to get Thia out later. Then again. I havent decided if i wanna go for a trim or just leave that to other days while I sleep and laze around till its time to meet the guy(s), i hope, to get FP props. And i just realised (for the third time in this post) that I really do have quite alot to say when I started out with nuts. I'm sorry if I ranted a little too much but well erm hmmmm.
I REALLY DONT WANNA BE HERE!!!!!!!!! Kay love.
(10:23:00 AM)
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
After selecting Pinwen's nineteenth birthday cake from Crystal Jade Bakery at Amk Hub, Thia, Jacky, Reggy and I walked towards Central S-11 when suddenly Thia shouted "Shit, Shit SHIT" and halted in the middle of the pavement . Three of us turned around in shock and wondered what would cause Thia's huge outburst all of a sudden, when he held up a piece of white paper with slightly shaking hands.
It was after looking at the state of the white paper then we realised that Thia's hands were shaking from laughter as..............
HE SHREDDED THE RECEIPT OF THE CAKE TO SOME UNKNOWN PATTERN. :|:|:|And the best part is that its the exact receipt needed to claim the cake hahhahahahahaha idiot.
Had to wait for Pinwen the king of the day till 12 midnight. The guys decided to head to macs to get their neverending jc work done. Settled Thia's lap and bag as my temporary resting place and knocked out for 20 mins before my kuku brother finally decided to return my call of hours ago, (which Thia thanked god for cause he claimed that he's leg was numb), then went back to sleep for another hour before finally deciding to refrigerate the king's cake at my house and passing it to them when they're finally heading over. Still, decided to leave with them when it came close to midnight cause I found no reason in waiting for him for so long, camping at macs and my void deck then not meeting him.
Surprised Pinwen at his house when he erm. Came out from the bathroom. Guess Thia they all were a little apprenhensive about me being outside the door, lest Pinwen comes out in some weird shit. Decided to close my eyes and move sideways and thank god he came out in erm. Something rather decent for a afterbath attire.
Though we were all ultra shagged and tired but Chen Pinwen, HAPPY NICE (wanted to say Ninja and i seriously have no reason why), okay forget about the word nice. HAPPY NINETEENTH AND REALLY. 19th, time to grow up already. Dont need to sleepwalk at Changi Coast and hug a pillar, start singing and dancing in public, picking up stray phones in letterboxes calling me at 5am before camp and picking up my Nokia charger soon after from my house, all everything that doesn't happen to anyone other than you already! But after everything, we still love you la you #$%#$!&#$!# hahahahah. Hope your Nineteenth was the best yay!
Apparently, Im being chased by a policeman to roll off to bed now. Goodanight furbies!
(3:50:00 AM)
Friday, January 04, 2008
This is quite mad cause it strangely doesnt feel like school anymore. Went without sleep and was on Skype with Bailin till 5.45 when i went to wash up. Killed Caleb and Bailin's phone with my morning calls and by the time i got ready to leave the house, it was freaking 7.05am when we were all supposed to meet at 7.15am at Hougang Mall. (Idiot caleb refused to give in for amk macs) Cabbed down and had breakkie with both of them plus Clarence, which almost had me laugh till I couldnt swallow. Took an hour plus 74 bus ride back to Ngee Ann which i fell into almost a coma and was so disorientated when Bailin tapped me awake. Overshot locvid by half an hour and now Sheepy's right outside the library waiting for me to lunch with her hahahaha. Okay mad day.
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Ah its now 1.16am and i just finished showering after PHS Sec One Orientation Campfire Night. Decided against staying over cause I really have no business there tmr morning (Open House, HPT's not doing abseiling already) nor do i want to wake up. I havent decided if today was bad, worse or disasterous but I'll probably get my answer after this entry. If you guys dont mind, i'm gonna talk about every single thing today.
Sheepy rode me to Holland V where we settle at Crystal Jade for lunch. Regretted my choice of noodles, ultra horrid. Didnt have time for Cold Rock, nor did the weather permit us to stay for long for there was a drizzle going on when we left CJ. Sheepy decided to fetch me back to Ngee Ann before the weather gets to heavy to ride which would mean tt i'll skip my consultation (which i obviously could not).
However, the fucking drizzle subsided once we got on the road for like, ten minutes and i was way to early for consult. Insisted that she rode me all around Ngee Ann on the pretext of a school tour. God would have never foreseen that i saw tj and gang exiting from school when we were about to turn in and was too late to tell Sheepy not to. She almost killed me when I made her u-turn when we were in school to "show" her tj. As a result of "showing", she made three u-turns, out of which one was illegal and yes yes. She was so tempted by the thought of flinging me off her bike that she went at mad speed on humps and slopes in Ngee Ann that i flew an inch (maybe two) about the pillon seat (Please bear in mind that im huge so to make me fly that high must really be something). Oh and i forgot to mention she put-ted (a bike puts when its slow right? Put-put-put) along the road to wait for the bus tj boarded to go past then to chase it again. Guess you get why she wanted to fling me off her precious so bad. Still, she was the sweetest to wait with me in FMS and even went up to 7th storey to wait for Mr Choy to come before leaving. Though she only decided to do that after a minimum five rounds around the entire Ngee Ann campus, thank you dear!
Gracomm consult was super disappointing when we received rather negative feedback about our sketches urgh. Decided to forfeit the entire idea and come out with a new theme this time round. Stayed up for fuck last night for the fucking newspaper ad la fuck. So goodbye all that we had, hello scratch.
Went down to the Atrium to discuss gracomm before we get started on yet another rejected idea. The current one sounds good though hmmm hmmm. Decided to change into red shirt and tracks in school cause I figured that I'll knock out on 74 and whatever bus that I might take to PH so I can just start immediately and not having to worry about getting past the security guards.
When I came out of the toilet in HPT attire, the people were talking about how Great Singapore Workout it looks like, got questioned about why I was wearing that and whats not. I know that they mean no harm and it was all in the name of good fun, nor was I pissed off. However, the thing that got me thinking was how I felt throughout. I felt embarrased about what I had on me and wished that I could get out of school asap without anyone noticing me. I left walking to the busstop with my bag pushed to the back to cover the back of the red shirt, and kept throwing furtive, nervous glances all around me whilst I was at the busstop alone. I even left the toilet initially with my cardi over the shirt. Thinking of how I could board 74 and get all the way to PH without being noticed, wishing that 74 could either come immediately or I had something to cover up instead of what I had on or alternatively, the pebbled floor could open up and swallow me down. It felt like as though everyone was staring at me with a mix of revulsion and intrigue. It got so bad till I had to persuade and remind myself "Look no one is staring at you for what you wear. Even so, why do you care. Isn't this shirt your pride, joy and honour? You know how hard you worked for this, so what is it that got to your mood? This is what you love and what got you here. If it is something you love, why feel this way?". I swear this was what I kept telling myself.
Stood there for what felt like an eternity (probably 10 mins) and decided against 74 and went to hail a cab. (Thank god that i did that cause it started pouring as though the clouds forgot to release the rain for years). Kept thinking about it the entire cab ride and figured that what I've said to myself isn't a lie to make me feel better. I do feel that way towards HPT, our attire and everything we do. But what shocked me was that I actually felt that way. I've worn that to town a few times, once even with bestf. Never once did I feel that, ashamed? Of the attire I had on me. Was it because that no one there actually understood what HPT is and what I feel towards it or I only thought things from a materialistic and realistic point of view? What I can really conclude was that I would probably never wear that in Ngee Ann anymore mmm ah damn.
Felt ten thousand tons better when the cab pulled into PH's drop off point and I see everyone there in red shirts, regardless of council or hpt and especially Thia stressing over the night's campfire with Sweekoon and Clement. Perhaps it was the environment that structured my feelings previously. Signed in and started to do my stuff with the sec ones. Sec one orientation is always the best as
1. You get to work with almost innocent kids. Fresh out of primary school, and can be rather sure that they dont think that replying "oei" and cheering is embarrassing as of yet.
2. Better grab the chance to see the girls as how they came in before their skirts start getting shorter than their underwear.
3. Talk to the soon-bengs-to-be before they turn too hopeless for jail even.
Grads werent attached to any classes so I merely hopped around, making a fool outta myself (in a good way i hope) and trying to retain my voice at the same time hah. Booked out around 6pluspm with Reggy, Willy and Jacky for Reggy claimed that he was hungry to the extent whereby he couldnt move anymore, idiot. Headed to amk kfc for dinner where I had no idea but an emotional confrontation between Reggy and me occured. I dont have anything else to say, cause I think that we both have said all that we wanted. Possibly I'm the most fucked up person to have ever lived that's why no one ever seems to know how upset I really am till I tear. Maybe even when that happens, they'll still think that it doesn't matter or stuff. Notwithstanding, just at that period of time I felt as though no one could get what I really felt, nor does anyone want to. It might be the frustration in trying to get my message across repeatedly that caused me to tear in public after so long, then again. It might just be because you all are actually someone I really do give a flying fuck about.
Campfire was well. Campfire. Wished there was "Campfire's burning now" though. Still, thought the hopping of classes went rather well. Strictly speaking from my point of view. Thia didnt suck afterall hahaha. Listening to our principal tell her usual bedtime story by the campfire to eight classes at once and doing the closing prayer brought back tons of memories. I still remember my sec one orientation camp, and campfire to say the least. Was so amazed by everything there and how high everyone was. Playing and jumping around like we were classmates for the past six years of horrid schoollife. Then I thought of all the campfires I had ever been to and to three years ago when I stopped being a camper but an instructor. Realised that being in a camper status at a campfire and being in an instructor status differs almost too great to be bridged. And now that I'm in Poly year one and I'm seeing all these midgets in sec one, ah I'm getting oldddddddddddd. Okay I'm missing times in PH now, for now only.
The remaining grads lay and sat around the "stage" (multiple benches put next to each other to make a huge surface) and talked about HPT's past, present, future, joked around, bullshit and do the funniest shit anyone can ever do. Lying on my back, I realised that there were multiple stars in the nightsky from Yio Chu Kang........... and I turned around and fell asleep :|
I guess I'm done with the longest recap in the century of a day. Was feeling super duper ultra moody when I was in the bath (cause some smarty pants pants decided to add water to my cleansing oil and turned it into a lotion which i got so pissed and dismantled the entire tube urgh) and I kept thinking of what all the fucktards at camp said of me being asleep at the recent training camp when I swear to god I was nowhere near being asleep. Urghhhhhhhhhhh pekcek.
Shall end off with a few million words (not like as if my entry is short) of Wu Quay Ji's sexy seventeeny celebration!
26th December 2007, Wednesday
At her place.
Waiting for the volks.
Arrived at Carlton! We got a room on the 22nd club floor yay!
Room 2208, okay okay so we were a little over enthusiastic.
Eh. I think we overjumped on the bed :|
Our view!
Self timer shots
My speakers to help fill the room abit hah.
Stuff.
Walked to town to kill time.
HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEENY WU QUAY JI! (I know its so long later but since I'm looking at the pics might as well wish you here again yay)
Have decided against going out tmr, gonna head to my ahma's house with the family instead. Havent had a long sleep in ages. Got quite alot on my mind now though with schoolwork like fp (script, locations, cast and timings), medsoc transcript and gracomm forming a barrier for any other better thoughts, plus people I give a flying fuck about. In any case, I'm contemplating to remove my tagboard, hmmm how how?
Shall catch up with my love, sleep now. Just realised that I half lost my voice already :|:|:| Have decided to turn off my Nokia till I wake up. I'm pretty damn sure I deserve a sleep as long as I want now. So please have a heart and not call my house phone or any other ways to wake me up unless you decide to commit suicide and think that I can actually make you decide against it when all that's left of saving you is your toe on the parapet, thanks.
