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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Kbox with the girls was rad. Sang Wo Bu Nan Guo until my diapharam almost died. HAHAHA! Eh. Choir background okay. Kay whatever. Upload when i get the pics. HEY HEY. Whoever has the pics, auto send leh. I didnt take much pics la. Wasnt in a good phototaking mood nor was i fucking happy. Kay kay. I was high and happy after tt. HAHAHA.

But only managed to be in group shots. So so so, send me okay. LOW SHIMIN AND EVE LIM! I want the kissing shot with Cheyenne. HAHAHA. Sorry. Its so addictive. Not the kissing. But the reaction of people when they see the shots. HAHAHA. Sorry.

Realised i apologised twice. Whatever for. Hah. OH! Speaking of whatever. You know tt drink Whatever/Anything? I just realised tt Whatever is non-carbonated and Anything is carbonated! Whatever is yellow, Anything is silver and the best part, THE FLAVOURS OF THE DRINK VARIES IN EVERY CAN YOU KNOW YOU KNOW. HAHAHAHA.

But tt is only what Wendee told me. Shannon said it was all the same. But Wendee was drinking Whatever and Shannon & Shaun Anything. SO im not very sure also la. HAHAHA. But if it really differs, TTS SO CUTE LA CAN! Really anything lor. Hahaha. Even though it freaking lame, but it's really quite cute. Heh. I doubt im drinking it anyway. Imagine telling the auntie you want Anything. -.- So retarded can. HAHAHA.

OHHHHHHH. Speaking of Shannon, as in the hpt one now. He super boliao can. Super lame laaaaaa. Kay. This was what happened during WritCom tutorial today when Thia called. And i even excused myself for a while to answer the call you know. See the great length i went just to answer your stupid call Thia. (Anyway, im not speaking to you at least for now)
Thia: Eh failure. What did you do!
ME: What you mean by what did i do?!
Thia: Shannon's looking for you you know. What you do? Did you tell Weiquan what i told you last night?
ME: HUH! HE LOOKING FOR ME?! WTHFUCK! I NEVER LA. YOU DONT ACCUSE ME. WE DIDNT TALK! AND YOU TOLD ME NOT TO TELL! How you know?!
Thia: Oh. Then i dunno liao la. Maybe about june camp lor. He called me and asked for your number. Anyway he'll be contacting you soon. Should be in a few minutes time.
ME: HUH! For what. Wahlau. What i do. HUH! Dont want la. I dont want plan or anything.
Thia: I dunno la! He'll be contacting you soon la!

Soon after, someone texted: Are you in the library? Saw someone tt looks like you?
ME: Huh? Who are you?
Unknown now known: Shannon
ME: CHEY. Hahaha! No la. Im in school.
Shannon: Oh ok. you got any sisters? So scary. Look like you but cannot be you cos she gave me a blur look.
ME:I only got one fat brother. Hahaha! Which library? No la. I prettier.
Shannon: All my hpt have only pretty ladies and handsome gentlemen. There is no deny. Work hard and hopefully can see you ppl soon. Kind of miss all of your noises.
ME: YAY! June camp! :D :D :D

HAHAHAHAHA! NB! So stupid right. To think i got all shocked about why Shannon wanted my number for Thia. -.- -.- -.- HAHAHA! Aiyoh.......

Woke up late today. No no. I woke up at 10.38. Then called and. Fell back asleep till 12. HAHAHA. Then made another call, everything was cancelled. And fell back asleep to 1.30 when bestf told me tt she was still meeting me. Hah. Sorry laaaaaa. i'll wake up tmr okay. 9.15! So i have time to shower, change and prepare. HAHAHA.

Anyway. Who was the idiot who said tt before you sleep you chant the time you need to wake up and you will? FUCKING LIAR. NB. DOESNT WORK, AT ALL AT ALL OKAY. I CHANTED LIKE FUCK BEFORE I FELL ASLEEP LA. IN FACT. I THINK I FELL ASLEEP WHILE CHANTING. LIKE CHANTING MANTRA LIDDAT. NB. HAI ME SO XINKU OKAY! IN THE END? I WOKE UP MORE THAN AN HOUR LATE. FUCKING LIAR YOU!

URGH! Oh. Did i mention tt my dad bought me this Phillips digital alarm clock which i can choose to wake up to either radio or buzzer! WAHLAU! I WAS DELIRIOUS LA! FUCKING HAPPY CAN! Cause i've always wanted to wake up to Radio. Ever since i knew tt alarm clocks existed. I've always wanted it. But i never thought tt i would actually own one in time to come as they always seemed so expensive. SO IMAGINE MY JOY WHEN I REALISED TT THE BLACK BOX MY DAD WAS PLAYING WITH WHEN I CAME HOME WAS ACTUALLY MY NEW ALARM CLOCK AND ON TOP OF TT. I CAN WAKE UP TO A RADIO ALREADY! WOOHOOOOOOO! Was jumping all around the house till i felt tt i made a cut in the foundation pillars of my block then did i stop. Boy, was i happy!

BUT BUT BUT. My joy was shortlived. I came to realise the next morning tt i couldnt wake up to a radio simply bacause usual talking. Okay. LOUD talking doesnt wake me up too. My alarm aka the radio program was on for an hour plus till i realised tt it was my alarm and tt i should actually wake up, know. Okay. in fact, it was my other alarm tt woke me up. NOT THE RADIO AT ALL. FUCK. Im too accustomed to noise and talking i think. Tts why loud blasted music doesnt help to wake me up or to even make me smack the snooze button la can. Wahlau. Sian diao la can. So goodbye my dream. Hello reality tt wong kailing cant wake up to noise, sound and voices. Rwahh. :(

(Im gonna sleep soon. Tmr must wake up early! MUST! BUT!)

Went to Bryan's gig. Apparently to interview people for IAC proj. in the end, kena scammed to some CC. CC OKAY! INTERVIEW WHO. NB. And everyone was sitting down. not the super high kind. Imagine my disappointment. Fuck. And we were all the way at Bukit Gombak. / POINTS MIDDLE FINGERS, FINGERS AND WAVES AND JUMPS AND SCREAMS.

Nevermind lor. Made the best of it. Walked around Bukit Batok? Or Gombak central and interviewed residents. NNB. They so rude one can. But i guess i cant blame them as who would actually say yes to an interview. Interview nevermind. With a video cam filming. So yeah. YOU ALL HENG! HAHAHA.

So while on the bus, was talking to Sharifah(?) if tt is how its spelt and Jiahui? I think la. Then Jiahui was like. A singaporean who has never been to woodlands and thinks woodlands is some jungle ulu ulu place. HAHAHA. So funny can. She's like. The ultimate man. She was in Yishun and called her dad for help. AND SHE STAYS AT SIN MING ROAD. HAHAHAHAH! FUCKING FUNNY. So we were saying tt we needed to orientate her with Singapore. And she needs Singlish 101. -.- Jiatlat. OH! And tt she only knew what Jiatlat and SIA meant start of this year. WAHLAU EH!

Upon speaking of languages, i was telling them tt my class treats me like some Singlish 102 guidebook too cause i say ahole and Paul's so amused. The Sharifah was like. Mitzi keeps saying Oh-My-Tian. SO CUTE AND FUNNY LA. HAHAHA!

I WAS. UH. MORTIFIED AND HORRIFIED. SCREAMED TT HE GOT IT FROM ME AND WHY WAS HE BROADCASTING IT. She got all stunned and said OH MY GOD. IT WAS YOU?! YOUR LIKE. SO POPULAR YOU KNOW! EVERYONE KNOWS THIS.

i was like WTFUCK?! HUH! She said" It wasnt anything mean or bitchy, just tt Mitzi was saying tt there's this girl in Mass Comm who keeps saying it and she's so cute".

WAHLAU EH! I WANTED TO DIE KNOW. NB! And apparently, ahole is so ahlian. SINCE WHEN! WAHLAU! I started it la nb nb nb! Wah cannot. Must ask Thia they all come in a horde soon and flood Mass Comm people with our language. CAUSE THIS IS HOW WE SPEAK. WE'RE CHINESE AND PROUD OF IT AND AND AND. WE DONT MIX AROUND TT MUCH. SO TTS WHY OKAY. WE'RE NOT AHLIANS OR BENGS LA FUCK.

My reputation cannot go down liddat! Cute?! Oh my tian? FUCK!

Sighs. Left IAC early to meet Thia and Vanessa they all apparently. But they turned out to be watching Pirates. AND ENDED AT TEN. So i went for home instead. Imagine how pissed i was. Urgh. Forget it la.

Kay. Blogging is a good way to make yourself tired. Cause im feeling sleepy already. First....... (Second time im procrastinating)

Read this on friendster. The bulletins. Trust me, when your online everyday and have nothing to do already, this is what you do.

You might agree with
it, but when it actually happens 96%
of girls dont realize it 'til it is
too late and that guy who did it is so
frustrated that he has moved on to
someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other
guys.

We don't care if you're friends with
other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and
some random guy walks into the room and
you jump up and tackle him, without
even introducing us, yeah, it pisses
us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and
talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're
still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but
at 2 in the morning we do get a little
concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/
beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/stunning, we
freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

One of the sexiest thing about a girl
is her confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door
open.
Take Advantage of the mood i'm in.

let us pay for you! dont "feel bad"
about it

We enjoy doing it. It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's
looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for
us.

If we're going out with you in the
first place, you don't have to feel
the need to wear the shortest skirt
you have or put on every kind of
makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not
what you are.

honestly, i think a girl looks more
beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my tshirt and boxers, not all
dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the
beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your
bible.

Don't talk about how hott Morris
Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney
is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You
have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word
"handsome"/"beautiful"

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if
you aren't being treated right by a
guy, dont't wait for him to
change.ditch him.
sorry,,disgrace to the male population
ass and find someone who will treat you
with utter respect.

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when
you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when
you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter
how bad you make them feel, or what
you do.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing
just to look you in the eyes....and say
"i love you" ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance


But i think?

We care if you talk to other girls. Unless, we have tt 101+++++% of trust in you. Other than tt. your gone. And the 101+++++++% of trust is already given to you at the start of the relationship. When you start lying, cheating and whatsoever, it reduces slowly and soon. Your left with naught and tts when we get paranoid and sensitive about everything.

We care if a girl calls. Homework is fine, but to cry tt she's heartbroken. Cause after tt. You have to solve this side of the heartbreak.

Most of the time, we doubt tt you mean whatever you say. So prove it baby, prove it.

If we say tt your wrong, continue convincing us until we get it. Every single time, no matter how tired you are of it. Cause we never get sick of hearing the same things. Doesnt have to be tt we're pretty and perfect. Even how you fell in love with us, what you thought of us the first time. WE DONT GET SICK OF IT, EVER.

Why would we get mad when you hold the door for us? Mad. Siao.

Girls with heart would always feel bad no matter how many times you pay for us. And we dont believe tt you all enjoy paying for us. Its just expected tts why. If we dont feel bad, tt almost makes us money-grabbers. So let us pay for you occasionally or even go dutch.

Why must we kiss you instead of the other way? You'll be too shy for it anyway.

If we dont dress up, you'll just look at other passing girls and wished tt we were in tt outfit instead of tt la ta thing we're wearing. Besides, if we bother to dress up for you. Your fucking important cause deciding on an outfit for a date is fucking tiring and mafan. We do it days ago, try and try and seek approval until we think tt its okay. AND WE MUST MAKE IT SEEM LIKE WE'RE NONCHALENT AND CASUAL ABOUT IT. TIRING OKAY.

We're rather sensitive beings. Sarcasm is fine. But not to an extent of hurting us. Which is actually a very short limit. So its better not to attempt. Unless you make up for it with roses, surprises until we forget and TOTALLY forgive you.
How do you expect us not to get angry with you when you do silly things like hurting us and expecting us to lsugh? About our layers of fat? If we're in a good mood, you heng lor. We'll laugh. If not. You better think of different ways to kneel down and say sorry.

If they're hot they're hot. hey. Its just a passing statement. Dont tell me tt you've never wished to screw Pamela Anderson.

Okay. the bottom part is fine. I dunno. The above only represents my thoughts la. i dunno about other girls. okay. Pics then sleep. FOR REAL.
































HAHAHAHA. How i cheered bestf up. Okay. And myself up. Hah. We still got a chunk in her mac. IMAGINE TT. And it was taken during WritCom tutorial when we were supposed to mark and evaluate each other's outlines. HAHAHA. Sharpe gave up on us mannnnnnn. Oh. The reason i did so many looking at her shots was cause she couldnt stand me watching her. Now she's immnue. Next must get her to be okay with staring at each other shots. WITH A CLOSER GAP INSTEAD OF LAUGHING EVERY SINGLE TIME THE SHOT WAS TAKEN. HAHAHA. Bestf, you loserrrrrrrr.

Oh last thing. I trust no fuck one in Mass Comm now other than Bestf. And its official.

Long day tmr. Clarke quay after 5-8pm movie screening of Fast Food Nation. Damn. I dont even know where it is. Fuck laaaaaa. HAHAHA. Dont care. IAC proj continuation at Clarke Quay. Not clubbing but interviews about SPGs. Wah siannnnnnn.

KAY. I MUST WAKE UP EARLY TMR. DVDS DVDS DVDS. BYE BYE BYE :D


(1:24:00 AM)

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Monday, May 28, 2007
I dunno why im in such a leave me alone mood now. And when im in such a mood, i only talk to certain people. Ask thia for more details. Speaking of him.

YOU SUCKER! CHANGE YOUR BLOODY BLOGSKIN OR GIVE ME THE PASSWORD TO YOUR FRICKIN BLOGGER SO AT LEAST I KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT. I CANT EVEN SEE YOUR BLOG NOW LA SUCKER. IM ALWAYS STUCK AT THE INTRODUCTION. RWAHH.

And look at this part from his intro: to know more about me continue reading which is the long term way, if you ever want to know me in less then an hour approach failure=D

and thats is if you are able to handle the rubbish she is going to tell you before talking about me=D

WHAT RUBBISH, I DONT TALK RUBBISH OKAY OKAY OKAY. WAHLAUUUUUUUU. Ass. he just spoilt my reputation. rwahh rwahh la la. Now im talking rubbish. HAHAHA.

Okay. Maybe im just in the mood towards two people now. Tts all i can think of laaaaa. Hah. Haiyah whatever.

Bestf's and my cheer:
Me and you
me and you
me and you and our nanapok

HAHAHA. I dunno how i can blog thrice a day. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Damn fuck. Pics.





Nanapok-pokpok-kehhhh.

You were once an ahlian, now an ahbeng. HAHAHA.



I morph into a cowboy with Sherwin's hat in the middle of lectures. HAHAHAHA BANG BANG BANG.



THIA THE RUBBISH BIN. CHANGE YOUR BLOGSKIN.


MUMMY AT JACK'S ON FAT BROTHER'S FIFTEETH BIRTHDAYYYY.

Three bucks for this, frickin worth it laaaaa. But it does changes your facial expression the first time you try it. Hah.


MINNY KWEK, I MISSED YOU LIKE FUCK. THANK GOD I GOT TO CATCH UP WITH YOU ON SUNDAYYYYYY. :D :D :D


DONT YOU EVER DARE MIX ME UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE LIKE KAIXUAN. IM KAILING. THIS IS HOW YOU CAN REMEMBER, HONGLIN!

Thanks ah Paul. You $@#!$!

I went up first for my speech. Urgh. I dunno how i did man. RWAHHH. THE GIRLS THE GIRLS THE GIRLS SOON SOON SOON :D :D :D PICS TONIGHT. HEH HEH HEH. Doubt i'll be going to Vaunt@ Zouk tmr night. Dont feel like it. Bestf, okayyyy?

Haiyah. I dont wanna think so much, THE GIRLS, ANET CHEAN ESPECIALLY, YOU OWE ME YOUR THOUGHTS! I LOVE YOU ALL. BYE BYE BYE.

LALILALIDODO.


(4:49:00 PM)

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Damn. Im feeling dead again. I dunno how i can even last till 6 later. Urgh. Cant wait to see the girls. Im always thanking my lucky stars for Bestf with me. But it just so happens tt both of us aint in a very happy mood. And it happens to be on the same stuff.

Guess how two not very happy girls make themselves happy again?!

FLOOD EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSTER WITH COMMENTS TT LOOKS LIKE ALIEN LANGUAGE TO THE PUBLIC. HAHAHA.

She makes me so highhhhhhhhhhhh. I hope i made you smile too, bestf! HAHAHA. Now we sound like lesbians. Oh oh oh. Apparently a minimum of four, FOUR OKAY, mass comm people asked us if we were lesbians within the first two weeks of school. And apparently again, if we really are together as in a lesbian couple, WE'RE HOT. HAHAHA! So funny la can. / Sings! Hey hey bestf, I WANNA BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND! (So lets kill of all the jerks in the world) HAHAHA.

Funny how i can talk to her through Friendster comments then turn to her to talk. Damnnnnnnnn. Heh. (Bestf, stop trying to delete the dota account you sick stalker. Remember the plan!)

Actually i didnt know what to blog about la. I guess the topic just came out=Bestf!

(BESTF! STOP! WHY YOU TRYING TO HECK THE DOTA ACCOUNT NOW! EH. THINK CAUSE OF YOU. MY STOMACH PAIN LIAO. NB...... YOU LAU SAI THEN BLUETOOTH TO ME ISSIT. WAH....... YOU NANAPOK-POKPOK-KEHHHHHHH)

Im gonna talk crap during my two minute inpromptu speech later.

Legend has it that Alexander the Great* always slept with two objects under his pillow: a dagger, and a copy of The Iliad**. According to him, these two objects not only possessed practical usefulness (protection from enemies and a means to pass the time), but also defined his personality (both a soldier and a scholar).
Along these same lines, what two objects would legend record you as having under your pillow? Which two items best represent who you are and what is important to you?

I would sleep with my phone and laminated pics under my pillow.
Laminated pics of my friends and family as it keeps me close to home and gives me a warm feeling whenever i wake up to see my friends and family in the photos. Laminated cause i fling my things off the bed when i sleep. So it wont be crumpled. Also, these pics would be important benchmarks in my lives such as graduation day etc. So every morning, i'll wake up to see what i've got past so far and to keep pushing on for tt day.

Phone is an important way of communication in my life and also doubles up as my alarm clock in the morning since i have problems waking up to alarms. (Which is really true). My phone defines that i am a social person and am always connected to the social world whereever and whenever. Also, i am very dependent on my friends therefore, keeping my phone close also shows that i am always there for my friends too.

Bullshit and talk cock for the rest of the time. Alright. im done, bestf. You done too?

"If your can get into this account means tt your joanne the bitch". HAHAHAH.

Ah fuck. I dunno what to say. Why didnt you all stop me from asking? Damnit. So paiseh. URGHHHHHH.

WAHLAU. SHERWIN IS FUCKING FUNNY! We shared. Uh. Jokes on uh. Races. You know. Sai pao, race. HAHAHAH! Ah. You wont understand laaaa. Ask me! HAHAHA. Alright. Upload pics during Speech Comm tutorial later. Change venue. Freezing in LT. BYE LALALA.


(3:17:00 PM)

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Shouldnt have stayed up till four plus on the phone with Brendy last night. Suffering from a lack of sleep and overslept past 5.45am this morning. So gave weiquan a late morning call. But still, i saved him cause he was late but if i didnt call at 6plus, he'll be later. So ahhhh. See. Im still a lifesaver. Hoho!

Supper last night was hmmm. Supper. Haha. Probably cause both of us were really sian and Amk, nono. Singapore had no life so we had nothing to do and homed early. Dad looks rather happy when i came back. Anyway. I think tt my Dad knows tt im out with a guy with a car cause,
ME(: : Daddy, can i go down for supper with my friends? Please.
D: (Looks at clock) Faster go and come back.
ME(: : huh. I want bathe first. Can laaaaa.
D: Aiyah, faster la faster la.
(after coming out from bath)
D: So late already! Dont go la.
ME(: : Huh. No no. Cannot. i now going already. So what time come back?
D: Half an hour.
ME(: : MAD! half an hour. Eat what. Drink also not enough time.
D: One hour, faster.
ME(: : Huh daddy....
D: So late already, ask him to give you a lift home

AH HUH. Spotted the keyword yet? Hahaha. Shocked me la. But i just kept quiet and left. Heh. Smart.

Bestf scared me when she called me crying last evening. Cheyennue, now i know how it feels like whenever i call and im crying, like fuck. HAHAHA. But hey hey hey. I made her laugh and smile shortly. Still, bestf. I think your worth so much better. From what happened last time, arent you afraid of it repeating and tired? "Sick so bad that it didn't even hurt that much anymore." Damn. I want to destroy Daniel for all tt he did to you. Ass. She got her cam already so yay! I guess we'll be camwhoring much more often and everywhere these days. We just did at the staircase landing outside lecture theatre laaaa. Go back make into a collage. So cute. Heh.

FInally bought a silver polishing cloth from Bits and Pieces last eveningl Couldnt live of Anet's anymore.And thank god i bought it cause i finally finally finally polished my 29o4 ring. And now its silver once again! Instead of the black thing tt no one believed it was the 29o4 one but the one B and i had. Like Jol Koh..... HAHAHA. Still, im so happy! Gonna start wearing my regained beauty ring, hoho! Seeing the girls later. Kbox. My throat's weird well. I'll try later. Probably fall asleep in there la. But hey, im meeting my love :D

Wah i cant stand it. Im really falling asleep. Fuck. Nose isnt all tt bad but its still bad nevertheless. Its still flowing but not as a steady stream as last week. Thank god of tt but still. I wished tt my nose wouldnt be this way in the mornings. Rwahh. Oh, did i mention tt i went to the doctor's twice this week already? Thurs and Sunday. For what else than mcs man. Fuck. I dont understand why WingTai wants mcs la. Im a part-timer. Means if i dont work, i dont get paid. So why must i still produce you a mc la. So stupid, irritating can.

Im so sleepy. Bestf's not replying me on adium. Sleep for a short while. DAMN. Its break now.Camwhore with bestf! uh no. Okay. Why isnt anyone moving. Wahlau.Oh alright. People moved. Bye! Needa get some reception too. Will ask today to clarify by hook or by crook. Add oil la KAILING! :D

I love. Later!


(11:35:00 AM)

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SUPPER! LALA YAY YAY.

BYE! :D


(12:15:00 AM)

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
i feel dead. as in mentally dead. i dunno why. perhaps the 800-1000 words essay in iS killed me today. i wont bother typing well or with punctuations or capital letters. i dont think im pissed. think im tired. mentally actually. tired of waiting and guessing. tired of wondering what would happen next. mainly, im just sick of waiting and waiting and waiting. i wonder why i never get to do things then complain tt im sick of waiting. dont feel like talking much. sorry brenda and melly. brenda hope your fine and settled things. melly ignore tt cunt. (bestf i should stop reading your blog)

was browsing through some websites and found hpt's shutterfly last night. then went to eve's shutterfly to see pics. being online everynight is boring. i dunno what to surf anymore. friendster and blogs. getting too monotonous.

pics from the past. i thought i looked fat last night. seeing it again now. i dont see a diff.

god fuck it. leave me alone tonight. i'll be fine tmr. whatever it takes. even if its all fake. goddamnit. now its sounding like a poem.

the window's popping up telling me min sent four emails. so cute. min if you see this. thanks.

did i mention tt i bought a heritage watch at 9.38pm. didnt bring nets down. mother paid first. said i'll pay her back. but she said it was a gift in the end. insisted on paying her half back. lest she says tt the only time i talk to her is to ask her for something. the watch's cute. has the dangly heritage logo. havent seen it before. leather strap. apparently geniune leather. apparently changable. apparently under warrenty for two years and battery warrenty for ten years. doubt it'll last so long with me. i've got a dressy watch now. should be able to match with my dresses and for casual. i need a sports one for sports and camps i guess. almost bought the sweet poison rose gold one too. two together 240 bucks. 120 for heritage 120 for sweet poison. decided against it lest head gets chopped off by father. though mother was rather willing to get it for me. didnt have the heart too. yeah. im human still. just realised it too.

so much for pics. got to bathe. no one wants to go in first yet im the first one to get scolded. might uplaod pics after bath. might not. sleeping early i guess. if i can. radio at 11 tmr. lets hope i dont wake up just half an hour before radio. aka 10.30.

ooooo. brother just went to bathe. so i guess i can upload the pics now. i just realised its amazing how someone can singlehandedly control your feelings. hahaha. so dumb.

thanks eve lim for bothering to cut the chorus for me. though brain dead, can still say love you.

thia, see you tmr. if your in a good mood.

my adidas bag, your homing with me tmr. i needa go shopping for tees.

socpsyc proj finishing tmr. feel like i havent done anything. fuck it. hope tmr wont drag. meeting thia. if it wasnt for the presentation and bestf. i wont be in school on friday.

bendemeer campfire on friday. cant wait. hope im a happy girl then. and lets all pray tt xinyi wyna and i come back in a piece, safe and sound without briuses. if bruises, don let it be in an obvious place amen.





























things arent better. i cant bring myself to say anything further. bathe and sleep. bye.


(10:46:00 PM)

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