im gonna spray it everywhere everywhere everywhere!(: i'll try my very very super best not to finish it all. promise promise. teehees. cause i dont wanna get used to the new scent yet. heh.
my pillow and the precious small one(: jackets and all my personal possessions! loves.
i really appreciate you coming down though i didnt say much <3!
(11:28:00 PM)
Monday, May 01, 2006
EEEE! was watching energy and xiao zhu's yi qi zou ba mtv. GOD. energy's damn hot. HAH!
or the gao xiao version of chance chance by xiao zhu himself. (:
just had to share. alrightys(: f&n already. loves(:
(3:01:00 AM)
rwahhs. i feel so sleepy. damns. had quite a fulfilling day(: hoped ____ learnt something. hah. maybe ____ did learn. only forgot. arsehole. >,< ladeedums.
was shocked to see anet. seriously hope tt i wont need to explain anything cause uts damn tiring and it kinda sucks when no one believes you. xP
its really really nice to get things off your chest. and really nice when you have ppl to fall back on in times like this. i really couldnt be more grateful than tt. im alot more emotional these days. might be cause of the monthly bloodshed arses tt we have to go through or not i dunno. i dunno why i started tearing a little when i was spilling what i've held for the past and wells. it felt really really gd to talk about things this way. suddenly, i dont even see why we had to go through all those things. but wells. obviously i do but i just dont see it as such a big deal anymore. (alrights. this ish plain bullshit as we know cause i freak agn the next time when something happens) but just for now, im just really relieved to have you (two soon) to talk too. i hope, talk to. i think she'll get what i mean. i hope.
man. i really dont appreciate ppl like interrupting me. HELLO! its my fucking sweet sixteen. i know your afraid tt we wont celebrate and buy your presents. we will, we will. as i promised. so why cant i just enjoy the few hrs tt i had with them? i was like WHAT THE FUCK?! i wanted so much to kick her arse and blast her all the way back to mars where she belonged. SORRY. im mean. so what. HELLO. its was my fucking sweet sixteen! goddammit. was so so so so pissed tt day. yes, and i'll let you know this soon. damns. i dont care how you're gonna react cause this ish what i felt and i dont sppreciate it and im gonna let you know frm me personally instead of reading it or hearing it frm some bigmouthed fucker who does nothing better whole day who just provides nice info which would nicely lead to another verbal shootout. whatever lahhs. whats the prob with me.
speaking of tt. i think im seriously screwed. i ahvent even properly started on my midyears revision. WTF?! till today, i felt tt i've started on my maths basics. which ish actually very gd lahhs. (: hmmm. tmr! tanning with hippo then studying. HAHAHA. most prob wont be wearing the prezzie i got frm them tmr. abit not used to the little cloth. haha. BUT I REALLY LIKE IT ALOT ALOT PPL! must get accustomed you know(: so dont mind me for now alrights?
must get things done. so hard to imagine midyears start on tues. xP off to f&n! tada(: im in love with the new bags(: <3!
