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okaes. todae was basically ok if it werent for the BOTH of them. yupps. a major slut in tt both. wad im referring to? fine. lets start everythin frm the start, shall we? fine. so i was all pally pally wif u the start of tis year. okaes. best frens wadever. started drifting apart cuz of wadever reasons n we started hating n dao-ing each other. fine. i was ok wif tt. i mean lik. i didnt feel anythin about it u noe. n yeapps. s ppl hav warned me. dun b too trusting of u. n yeapps. how right could tt get? u started fabricating tales about wad i said. which i obviously didnt meant it in tt way n u gladly twisted here a lil. dere a lil. n WOAH! it was so different. it obviously caused a rift between me n the girls [ thannk god eve was dere. x) ]. i didnt even bother to tink much about it. wad cn i say? i expected it frm sumone s cheap n s little morals s u. get a life would u. itx so pathetic to c how low u've descended. look. i dun giv a fcuk about wad u tink about me. cuz i dun giv a fcuk about u. yes. laugh about me not getting into accelerated. fine. i dun care about it cuz i nv expected myself to get into it aniways. i noe my limits unlik u, cheap WHORE. let me tel u. seriously. i dun c y u retained lo. ur lik. not helping urself n i dun c u improving wen u hav learnt it before. ohh. sorry. i forgot tt u were too busy giving free sex huh? itx hard not to believe all those tales going around. n they even hav ferx hand witnesses. so wad cn u say? yes. go on lying to protect urself. lets c how far u go. ohh. so sorry agn. I DUN GIV A FCUK. n plz. stop tinking tt ur still the popular. everyone loving person cn. u gone down so low till u hav to cal ppl to ask them out for movie n u got rejected. popular. well-loved? refresh ur fcuking brain lahhs. itx PATHETIC CN. P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C. ur cheap morals got u so far till other school ppl noe about ur chou shi. awww. tt kinda succks aint it? or do u crave for it? n yes. stop sticking around those ppl which dun wan u around. look at their faces before u juz fcuking well self-invite n come along. thou i dun c it for now. i cant say about next time. wadever lahhs. n now. i cant believed tt i got so agitated by a cheap, pathetic whore. awww. UR LIFE SUCCKS BADLY, DEAR. n look. im gonna do well for my exams n guess wads the ferx thin im gonna do wen i get back my results? u guess it baby. IM GONNA FCUKING WELL LOOK DOWN ON ANG SINHUI. mark my words darling. n one last thin. charmaine. im gonna show u tt i cn do well. so wad if i aint in accelerated? im gonna show u n knock tt smirk off. ppl. dun get me wrong. i got nuthin against char. tak tis s a personal motivation mayb. n how come wen i get all pally pally, i get blackmarked but u dun? hmmm. go fcuk urself if ur tt free. aniways.
HAPI 15th BIRTHDAE, JIAQING! =)

(12:20:00 AM)

bahhs. im freakin sleepy. update 2moro. juz tt. OUR FOOD STALL GOT A TOTAL EARNING OF $2510! haas. im hapi. x) cyas.

(10:49:00 PM)

freakkyyy.

(5:26:00 AM)

omg. freakk. keith n huigun r havikng a major pillow fight behind me cn. wth. tt's childish. wahahahas. n they're doing the puah beh thing. okaes. they've stop cuz huigun claimed tt keith spoiled her specs. ahahas. cuz she's wearing frameless now. LOL. fine. we're going out now. done wif the carnival thingy. at least 4 now. we lik. hav limited stuff lo. cant get much done aniways. haas. ohh wells. we're leaving now before i PUAH BEH n before i fall back asleep on keith's amazingly fluffy pillow. wahahahas. blog wen we get back. TONNING! x) 3walking zombies at phs carnival 2moro. LOL. fine. keith's falling asleep le. gtg now. till later_

(3:34:00 AM)

FCUK TT FCUKING KAHWEE. ISH HE FREAKIN IMMATURE OR WAD? CANT HE TAK HIS LFE SERIOUSLY FOR ONCE? EVEN IF HE DOESNT TAK HIS LIFE SERIOUSLY THEN RESPECT OTHERS. PLZ. MY LIFE AINT NO FCUKING JOKE UNLIKE URS. IF UR SERIOUSLY TT FREE THEN GO FCUK URSELF INSTEAD OF GETTING ON OTHER PPL'S NERVES. GD FOR U TT UR LIFE ISH IN RUINS. THEN DUN RUIN MINE. I THANKK U FOR UR FCUKING "JOKE" 2DAE. N IN CASE TT U DUN NOE. I HAVENT PASSED A SINGLE MATHS TEST EVER SINCE THE START OF 2oo5. IN CASE UR FCUKING PEA-SIZED BRAIN DOESNT PROCESS TIS FAST ENOUGH. LET ME TEL U. ITX THE START OF TIS YEAR. EVER SINCE I GOT INTO SEC THREE. N NO THANKKS TO U, U JUZ RUINED MY ANOTHER CHANCE OF PASSING OR EVEN, DOING WELL. TO YOU, THE DEFINITION OF DOING WELL MIGHT BE A1'S BUT TO ME. TIS PATHETIC FAILURE IN MATHS. I'LL B MORE THAN GLAD JUZ TO PASS. N THANKKS TO U. U JUZ RUINED TIS CHANCE. WAD? NO BIG DEAL. U DUN EVEN NOE WADS BEHIND EVERYTHIN. U DUNNO ABOUT MY PARENTS EXPECTATIONS. U DUN EVEN NOE WAD WIL HAPPEN IF I FAIL TIS ONCE. U NOE NUTHIN. N SO WAD IF U DO. U WUN UNDERSTAND IT N GIV SUM FCUKING PATHETIC REASON JUZ TO DEFEND URSELF. HOW FCUKING PATHETIC CN U GET? N HOW. THANKKS TO YOU AGN, IM GETTING PRACTICALLY A BIG, FAT ZERO FOR MY QUES 2. N THE TEST ONI HAD 2QUES. N IM PRETTY SURE TT MY TANGENT IN QUES 1 ISH WRONG. QUES 2 WAS THE LAST CHANCE FOR ME TO PASS N YOU HAD TO ADD OIL N WATER. FCUK U LAHHS. MRS GOH WAS OK WIF WAITING FOR ME TO COMPLETE THE LAST FEW WORDS N U HAD TO KPKB TT IT ISNT FAIR. U TINK ITX FCUKING FUNNI? U TINK ITX FUNNI BY REPEATING ALL HER WORDS N LOOK WAD HAPPENED IN THE END? SHE SAID YES TO WAD U SAID N SHE SAID TT SHE WASNT GOING TO TAK ALL MY QUES2 ANSWERS. R U HAPI NOW? FCUK U VERI MUCH. UR KINDEST GESTURE WAS MUCH APPRECIATED. I HAD WANTED TO TEAR THE PAPER N THROWN IT INTO UR FACE IF IT WASNT FOR MY TABLE N GRAPH SKETCHED ROUGHLY. SERIOUSLY. I WANTED TO. N GIV U A FCUKING PIECE OF MY MIND IF U IRRITATED ME ONCE MORE. SO WAD IF U TAK AMATHS? U TINK ITX GREAT. U AINT DOING IT HONOR. N NOW. I HEREBY VOW TT I'LL WIN U AT EMATHS. TT'S WAD I CN DO THE MOST. I'LL KNOCK TT FCUKING SMIRK OFF UR FCUKING FACE. I'LL NOT DISAPPOINT MY PARENTS TOO. N U. U'LL JUZ GET UR DESERTS. WATCH UR FCUKING BACK, PUAH BEH KIA.

(10:37:00 PM)

hmmm. havent blogged in daes. too busy wif maths. haas. shall type tis quickly then i'll go do my eng. ohh wells. kinda nice dae. at least i didnt hav tt bad a moodswing. haas. im proud of the fact tt i tink tt im getting sumwher wif maths now. wells. at least im understanding? haas. i juz hope tt i'll do well [pass?] 4 the graph test 2moro. THREEi. JIAYOUUS! okaes. had a little meeting after school about the carnival. apparently. our class ish juz getting started BUT. we'll do great. trust me. x) the girls r gonna b wearing a polo tee, jeans n apron. haas. starbuck's style. i hope everyone's ok wif it. yupps. n I GOT A TEMPORARY NAME TAG LE! lik. finally. haas. n now the prob ish. i dunno wad to write one it. LOL. i'll keep it tis way ferx. i kinda lik it tis way too. n kaixiang n zhan qing was stupid cn. btw. the temp name tag was kaixiang's. tis was our conversation. WARNING: ITX DUMB.
[kl]: -looks at his name tag- ehh. na ge shi temp name tag arhhs? ni ji shi yao huan? wo yao lehhs.
[kx]: huh? yao huan de mehhs?
[kl]: huh? bu yong mehhs? then gei wo lehhs. wo yao na ge blank de.
[kx]: -veri shuang kuai de unpin the name tag n hands it over to me-
[kl]: -looks at name tag- uhh. wo bu yao ni de ming zi.
[kx]: -stares-
[zq]: -puts 2 fingers to kx's forehead- ehh. ni fa shao arhhs?
[kx]: mei you lahhs. zhi shi ta gen zhen chang ren bu yi yang.
[kl]: WAD?!
[kx]: zhen chang ren shi yao wo de ming. ni zhi yao wo de blank de.
[kl]: ni jiang hao ni gei wo ni de lahhs. -bleahhs-
[kx]: wo you permenant de.
[kl]: ming tian gei wo arhhs? ok. set.
wells. he's trying to say tt "normal" [or at least. his definition of normal] ppl wans his nametag wif his name while i wan his blank one. cant help it if i wanna write sumthin on it right? wahahahas. so how ego cn he get? LOL. fine. i shall b grateful to the person hu gav me my blank nametag. n i shall b looking forward to taking his nametag 2moro. wahahahas. im gonna start a nametag collectionnn. i guess? LOL. went to amk's pizza hut after school wif min n eve. LOL. it was hilarious. eve was feeling darn paiseh n i hoped she felt better. i was feeling kinda. stressed n fcuked up no thankks 2 missbusyhand n wells. other stuff and wells. hapi, glad, giddy at the same time? LOL. pizza hut was great. it really cheered me up cuz by the time i reached dere. i was acting spastic. wif the fake rose and everythin. wahahahas. hmmm. many thankks 2 eve n min. haas. being wif them juz makes me feel lighter. literally n no. i didnt mean my weight. i feel fat beside them n yes. i sidetracked. haas. pizza hut was juz filled wif loaddsa laughter. i meant loaddsa laughter. RIGHT, EVE? n. YES. MIN, I NOE U AGREE WIF ME. ahahas. eve practically forbidded me to blog about it n being a nice person which i m. im not saying tt sumthin happened to eve when she was in the toilet. im not saying that sumones[note the s]walked into her while she was in the toilet n luckily for her. she was covered up. now. eve. i didnt mention anythin about the walking into toilet thingy kaes? xP fine. im dying once she sees tis. ANET! u hav my will. pass it down properly. shall giv u the updated one asap. i meant before eve sees tis. wahahahas. hmmm. went to ntuc to check out the prices. then went to redman. woah. tink they were about to die frm all the walking. ahahas. chatted. hmmm. n wells. we cant seem to get the point about miss giggly-ohh-i-changed-suddenly. so i shant comment on it. went hme. went down for dinner once i changed. dotts. didnt hav an appetite. went to watsons n all the small shops lookign for the best prices wif mummy. LOL. n then she brought me to sheng siong n she insisted tt she was walking the right way wen we were wayyy off trackk. LOL. i wonder how come mummy did well in her geog last time. wahahahas. tt's about it for the dae, i guess. n aniways. x sure does noe how to make sumone feel better wif tt megawatt smile. hav u ever seen sumone hu looked so cute even wen he's dong the world's spastic-est n retardest thins? not tt im saying tt he's not spastic n retarded. yes. he ish. but i still wonder how he cn look so cute so effortlessly. itx hard not to look or pay attention. haas. fine. im NOT fa-ing hua chi. im juz. curious. yupps. off to my compre. -sighs- wish me luck for my maths 2moro. x) till then_

/ you're the one i wanna see when i wake up every morning_
! you make me wanna LALA! x)

(11:21:00 PM)

hmmm. back frm sim lim. saw loaddsa mp3 dere. it was lik. wth lorrs. they were selling zen neeon 4 lik. darn cheap? the cheapest offered to me was lik. $260? wth. ahahas. the original price ish $329 cn. he was lik. ni yao duo shao wo mai ni duo shao lo. wth. i had the chong dong 2 say $1o. ahahas. fine. wadever.
but i tink tt the guy was sian-ing me oni i tink. arse. my dad didnt buy it for me. -sighs- wadever lo. wait lo. no choice. hmmm. eve! ur feeling veri off lahhs. ahahas. ehh. im alone at hme now. didnt go out 4 dinner wif my parents. haas. didnt feel lik it i guess. i'll go work on my blogskin now. byees. n i havent copy my zuoye yet. xP pia it at nite i guess. off 2 edit my blogskin le. cyas! x)

(8:09:00 PM)

blahhs. another boring dae. juz woke up. ahahas. was chatting wif fishy last nite. sori 4 hanging up those calls dear. xP ohh wells. I WANNA GO SIM LIM SQUARE TO C MY MP3! wth. fine. blog later. cyas. x)

(1:18:00 PM)

boring dae. changed my blogskin but not excatly done yet. yupps. the fonts r light so highlight it cuz my past blogskin was black. hmmm. bear wif tis undone skin yeahhs? n i need HELP! help mi plz. wahahahas. cyas ppl. x) n. sumhow. i feel better wen im not in school. hmmm. mayb cuz im seriously frustrated wif my nv improving results n stuff. wadever lo. i'll cheer up. i'll try.

I MISS MELLY! -urghs- n eve, fishy n shimin's baby picture. wahahahas. thankks 4 being dere n wells. im sori 4 everythin these daes. im glad to hav u all. =)

(10:49:00 PM)

i juz woke up. lalala~ going 4 my organ class soon. hmmm. had a nice time chatting wif fishy last nite. THANNKS MEINU! x) shall blog later. nuthin much 2 comment on. yupps. cyas.

/ you know you love me_

(2:07:00 PM)

im still not in a mood 4 details. toking wil do. ptc 2dae. dotts. iLOVEmiss seh. x) the rest shall not b commented on especially lcb. u wil noe hu im referring 2 if u noe mi n u heard mi kp-ing. wells. im gonna jiayouus le. yupps. gonna study. fine. im disappointed wif all my markks. yeahhs. especially my eng. itx juz, not up to mark i guess. n my maths ish lik. freakin poor lorrs. -sighs- i hav 2 do well no matter wad. at least 4 my zen neeon n 4 myself. yeapps. JIAYOUU LE 3i! U MAKE ME WANNA LALA! x) wadever lo, missbusyhand. n i tink tt tt's juz cheap. n in case u dunno. itx disgusting. stomach churning. crapp hurling. fcuking-ly cheap. one more time in case u missed it. it was juz cheap. C-H-E-A-P. CHEAP. n now. im done 4 my kp-ing of the dae.

/ you know you love me_

(11:46:00 PM)

bleahhs. in a freakin pissed of n bad mood tt lasted frm 7plus 2 now. i meant 7plus in the morning. so yarhhs. wadever. i aint in the mood of toking. one word. fcuk. wadever lo. n im getting depressed. wth.

(11:47:00 PM)

ahahas. WHEE! i got my broadband le. LOL. itx fast! x) omg. im lik. freakin excited. ferx time i c my cm internet load so fast cn. hees. fine. i shant b a suagu s gary said i m. haas. ohh wells. i accomplished sumthin 2dae. i didnt sleep in school 2dae! wahahahas. or at least 4 s long s i cn remember. hmmm. chinese n a/cs was fun! haas. mi, eve n rufang was lik. seriously cracking up in chinese lorrs. LOL. next time if eve gets into one of her moods agn, i noe hu 2 cal le. wahahahas. mmmm. saw angel n arch during recess 2dae. i was sorta. i dunno. i mean lik. i shld hav known it but the feeling kinda. hit mi. hard. yarhhs. n dere was no one i could actually tel it 2. or rather. no ne hu understands. i mean lik. tis ish noe love or lik. yarhhs. or mayb im lying 2 myself. wadever lo. but. the rock hard smack ish lik. it practically gave mi a smack in my heart. n arch ish so much better than mi in so mani ways. lik. would u choose a fatarse over a slim n pretty girl? hello. earth calling 2 kailing. so fine. wadever. i dun care. about everythin. n yes. im sick n tired of getting pangsehhed. it aint a gd feeling 2 b walking down alone. i juz feel lik. dropping down n die. now. right now. u cant please everyone. n yes. i noe tt im not well-liked. im really sick n tired of tis mono-tonous life tt im living. school's boring. life's fcuking fcuked up. seriously. giv mi a gd reason 2 go on. n i meant a gd reason. if u cn even find one. but wells. 2 the disappointment 2 all of u out dere. no. im not gonna commit suicide. awww. shuckks. im sori. u juz hav 2 wait till i. die? yes. wait on baby. n all tis pathetic crappin here ish driving mi nuts. i dunno y i feel lik crying. fcuk. i shant aniways. plz. b dere. sumbody. fine. i shant b complianing about my pathetic n not 2 mention lifeless, fcuked up life here. itx getting boring n itx boring mi too. yes. i noe. thankk u. wells. s i was saying. had napfa 2dae. miss seh combined the girls n guys. n she left the girls 2 tak the results by ourselves. tt's how much she trusts us. i was lik. woah. kinda shocked lahhs. n im kinda feeling bad but wells. hu doesnt cheat? xP sori miss seh. ahahas. hmmm. it was kinda hilarious 2 c the guys especially wee min dol sit ups n pull ups. wahahahas. weemin was lik. kicking at the air n putting his leg on the bar 2 pull himself up. wahahahas. mmmm. the guys made situps n incline look easy. lik no kick arhhs. dotts. act sehh sia. n i tink tt i did ok. especially my shuttle run which was oways on the verge o failing. thank god. n i was running beside zhiwei. LOL. i was lik. i dun wanna run beside zhiwei! ahahas. she's nice by comforting mi tt she's slow. dotts. she aint. we had the same timing. not bad arhhs. hees. got mo qi. girl power! 3io5. wulala. aniways. napfa ended early. considering tt our actual timing was 4.3o. LOl. we ended around 4plus. hmmm. went 2 j8 wif fishy. she was searching 4 tt pooh 4 reagen. n i was looking 4 reagen's present oso. hmmm. she didnt c her pooh but wells. i spotted tis super nice[2 mi] leather billabng wallet 4 reagen. wells. i tink tt he needed a new wallt btw. hees. itx ex. so im looking 4 more ppl 2 share. yupps. anibody interested? x) n i juz realised tt im suffering frm moodswings. severe or light. wadever. it doesnt matter. n i noe tt my attitude succks tis few daes. yes. sori if i'd offended u. if not. ur juz getting on my nerves. or shld i say tt ur juz simply rubbing mi the wrong way. i noe tt tis doesnt sound lik an apology. bear wif it. itx the best tt i cn cough out now. n i owe all those tt i had shown serious attitude probs 2 a decent apology. n i mean keith. sori.

-im so not enjoying those snide remarks about my hair. helmet. cannonball. if ur tt damn free, y not u go n get a life n go fcuk urself. i noe tt i shld appreciate it more. once or twice wil do. i dun need constant reminders tt i havent found a nice haircut n tt my hair ish really fluffy n i look gross. tel mi wen i ask 4 them. fyi. im aware of it. im in the middle of finding a nice haircut so y not u juz leave mi alone n let mi leave. thankk u. n gosh. im aware tt im fat too. thankks 4 all the fcuking comments. im sori if i sound vulgared n unappreciative. s i said. juz iv mi time 2 get over tis.

(11:38:00 PM)

pangsehhed. wadever lo.

(10:34:00 PM)

back frm jolene's n anet's sweetFIFTEEN party. haas. im so relieved not 2 c her mummy dere. okaes. im sori anet if i ever hurt ur feelings by saying all tt of ur mum. but she's seriously an anti-me lorrs. i wun b surprised if she starts an anti-kailing club which of cuz. everyone wil b busy getting their membership cards the secong after the grand opening. ohh wells. met fishy ferx cuz anet couldnt make it. went 2 cine 4 jol's prezzie which was a tough choice. then went 2 heeren's outside wher they had tis lil creative store. omg. the creative zen neeon wif the pink background ish lik. SUPER, DUPER, WONDERFULLY GORGEOUS! wahahahas. even thou itx not really my type of pink. itx hot pink, eve's favourite btw. but i cant halp but fall in love wif it. ahahas. i cant wait 2 get my hands on it. ohh wells. if i ever cn. my terms n conditons 4 tt zen neeon. which ish.
1. get an a for maths. pass all subjects.
2. get at least a b or c for maths. get at least 2 a's n pass all subjs.
ohh wells. tt's a tough choice 2 make huh. n tis terms juz meant tt i hav 2 score well n wells. pass my freakin pathetic maths. wells. which mayb i cn wif the help of my tution teacher. my wonderful maths teacher u might ask. wells. i LOVE her so. cmi lahhs. study hard lo. JIAYOUUS! rushed back 2 amk 2 meet melly. met her at the bus-stop. she was late cuz she was buying a card at popular. ahahas. n she was left. broke. haas. it made mi realise how much i really missed her after seeing her. i really, really missed her. she was my confident n my bestie. nuthin could ever replace her i guess. wells. im still looking 4 my new confident. not much luck so far. i could tel her practically n she was oways dere. melly. if ur reading tis. sori tt i didnt appreciate u wen u were still here. sori 4 all the little arguements over pathetic little thins which didnt even matter. thankks 4 being oways dere. yupps. n im glad tt u survived tt dengue fever. thank god. =) partied until pretty crazy at jol's hse. has. we dirtied her whole living room s usual. but we cleared it up lahhs. n we watched the 5566 de variety show which came 2 mi tt they were pretty cute. has. they were so funni cn. laughed till my mouth cramped. ahahas. n my mengzhe was sooo cute n handsome. haas. my newfound boyfriend. ohh. gees. im shy. ahahas. took alot of pics which i wil b uploading tis wednesdae wen i get my broadband. x) LOL. mmmm. jol's dad was nice. he really knew alot bout those pimples stuff n even gave us free samples of his fibre drink. haas. he's nice. jolene's lucky 2 hav a dad lik tt. he drove melly, wenqi n mi hme n he was telling us bout those the whole ride. wlls. i said tt he was nice. haas. n he was lik. hu studies food n nutrition wil noe. i was lik. I STUDY F&N! he said. oh gd. continue studying then next time. i hire u 2 b my nutritionist. WOAH! i got a job 4 myself lik tt. haas. but too bad im still into djs n mass comm. i'll consider if tt mass comm thin flopps. ahahas. few more mins 2 anet's birthdae! =)

(11:41:00 AM)

hmmm. had pe 2dae. haas. long time ever since i played netball. it made mi missed 2grace pe truckloadds. -sighs- it was a slow game. ferx time i shot n it got in. haas. sense of accomplishment i guess. it nv felt tis way last time. mayb cuz 9 out of 1o didnt get in. tis time was tyco. hmmm. had bio after recess. mrs agyang walked in n she was lik.
[mrs agyang]: WOAH! sum of u got strong b.o u all shld hav changed. im going out 2 tak a breath of fresh air. i cant tak it. -walks outside class n breathes-
ahahas. she's cute n nice. i really lik her lessons thou sumtimes i accidently fall asleep. im sori but yeahhs. im not aware tt i fall asleep oso, sumtimes. haas. had choir after school. sectional leaders took warmups. broke up into sectionals 4 home in that rock or sumthin. itx a loser song. im sori but. yeahhs. it kinda succks lahhs. itx kinda lame too. itx lik. hu cares if u live in that rock or not n the melody isnt nice. at least 4 the altos. ohh wells. wad cn i say. senior choir time. sang sigulempong. ahahas. im loving it. dexter sang the sop part instead of bass cn. LOSER wif capitals. or shld i say gay? wtf. i dunno wad he ish doing in choir. he shldnt b. y not u go back 2 wher u belong. ohh. im sori. u dun belong aniwher. i didnt mean 2 hurt ur feelings. stop trying 2 carry all the teachers n pleasing them. i meant going out of ur way to. ur juz ruining choir cn. yeahh. so wad if we're choirmates. u tink i giv a fcuking care about it? GET A LIFE, plz. stop acting so zhi yi wei shi okaes. plz. ur not the king of the school, world, whole universe. tt's juz pathetic. dun walk around wif ur nose stuck up in the air. stop acting proud. u hav nuthin 2 b proud about too. stop abusing ur power s a marshall. so wad if u r a marshall? constii, crayon, datou, carolyn they all r oso marshalls. i dun c them behaving lik u. i dun c them behaving lik a bunch of arrogant fcuked up arseholes. ohh. lik u, i meant. dun threatening 2 book ppl. plz. ppl wil get sick of it. stop copying down ppl's names 4 ani small reason. u tink itx cool? go fcuk urself n get a life if ur tt free. thankk u, LOSER. yeahhs. im especially pissed off 2dae. n yes. im complaining. dun lik it? c tt red "x" on ur top left hand corner? click on it n gdbye. n miss busy hand. tt's super selfish. u didnt even giv mi a chance. it was juz. WOAH n BANG, dere it goes. it was. lik tt. yes. thankk u 4 even bothering 2 tel. i rather u not let mi noe. n i dunno wads the deal wif practically everythin about u. stop acting wad u r not. or if u r not. stop tinking tt ur innocent n ur left alone standing in ur same old spot n ground while others moved on n changed. 4godsakes. u moved on practically 4x times s fast s us. wads the deal wif the busy hand in front of everyone? itx getting sickening. ppl cn still tink tt ur innocent n naive. wadever lo. n yes. stop wif tt blur thing. itx getting on my nerves. n tt heeheehee. ohh yes. stop acting so super duper fcuking considerate cuz of u were. u wun b b doing all those obvious pangsehing rite infront of us. WADEVER LO. n tt lian thin. plz. ITX ENOUGH TO MAKE MY STOMAKE JERK N TOSS. i had enough. im washing my hands off tis. im pretending not 2 c thou itx rite in front of mi. go n die 4 all i care. gdbye.

(11:23:00 PM)

yeapps. my com screwed up agn. ohh wells. i dun care le. ahahas. hmmm. 2dae was ok, i guess. at least i wasnt cramping. n i didnt exactly fall asleep in class 2dae if i remember. so im kinda proud of myself. haas. yeahhs. wadever. 2dae was hilarious. i meant the whole dae. LOL. it started in a/cs. had 2 carry my darling chair dere every lesson. n i sat beside eve n anet. so it was anet, eve, mi. n we were in the front row. it started off well n wenever we toked. miss chung wil lik. put her hand on top of us so we'll naturally shut up. duh. then i dunno how come. eve n anet was singing ai de jiu shi ni. n mi n eve was reminicing of choir camp. [DA FEI ZHU!] wahahahas. tt was funni too.n i was singing another song but wells. i gave in.
[3 of us]: wo da seng shuo wo ai de jiu shi ni. lalala~ blahhs. goes on.
[miss chung, back facing us while writing about the bank statement]: plz DUN sing in my class. [turns around] the three girls in front. i wil hav 2 c u after class.
[3 of us]: ookays. fine. scolding. hmmm.-laughs n shuts up-
[eve, after awhi;e]: since we're gonna c her after class might s well we sing louder now.
yeahhs. n we sorta continued singing in a softer volume n mi n anet was lik. might s well we bang the table n sing out loud "WO DA SHEN SHUO WO AI DE JIU SHI NI". wahahahas. but we didnt get 2 it. we couldnt too. but the three of us seriously cant sit 2gether cn. disaster sia. wahahahas. it was funni. then miss chung saw us after class.
[3ofus] -tinks,here comes the scolding-
[miss chung]: girls.im amused. tis ish the ferx time in my entire life tt i've seen ppl misbehaving right under my nose. n u all are girls. im not angry. im juz amused. blahhs.
wahahahas. it was lik. shocking lorrs. yeapps. she's nice. i really lik her. =)ahahas. n i got picked on by mr blind drummer agn. fine. i get called on practically every lesson. argh. nvm. he's the teacher aniways. hmmm. then came character ferx. ahahas. itx a nice lesson lorrs. ma chiam free period sia. haas. iLOVEit!was intending 2 sleep but i didnt get 2 it. fishy went over 2 zhiwei n huisian's place ferx. then i joined them i dunno y. then i was toking 2 rufang then mehmeh n datou was toking too. n then. fishy turned around n ahyo joined us too. ahahas. it was nice toking 2 them. especially mehmeh. didnt expect him 2 sy all tis lorrs. n tt arse of datou was going cannonball head all the while. wth. haas. fine. im so nice. so. wadever. xP it was really nice toking 2 them.=) mayb dere's hope 4 3i after all. ahahas. we aint tt bad kaes. 3i, JIAYOUUS! x) then we went 2 the hall 4 the briefing. -rolls eyes- blahhs. n he was dere. i saw him.=) it was nuthin much lahhs. mmmm. then dere came the last few, underperforming. n mehmeh was lik. last arhhs? everyone was lik. i dunno. asking. i kinda felt bad 4 him. yeapps. aniways. he veri seh cn. ahahas. hiong sia. n the unpure act pure. ehh. he's pure lahhs. itx a lame joke. bleahs. haas. n ish his email add 584 or 854? weird. cant remember. so suan le. ahahas. 3i muz really JIAYOUU le. ohh wells. i still LOVE 3i. hees. hmmm. everyone muz work hard le. siianx1/2. went 2 hod room 2 hand in zuo wen 2 mr tan.dotts. everyone was waiting 4 him. it was overcrowded outside the staff room. dotts. then wen he finally came out, we lined up n passed our zuowen 2 him. yes. dotts agn. weiming was infront of mi n i tel u. HE'S LIK. SUPER FUNNI CN! ahahas.
[weiming]: 3i. 33.
[mr tan]: 33? hand in oreadi.
[weiming]: but i juz finished doing it. my book ish here. see. tan weiming.
[mr tan]: but u hand in oreadi.
[weiming]: nwahhs lahhs. u tick wrongly lahhs. ish tay kah wee. not mi.
[mr tan]: but tay kah wee dun need 2 hand in.
[weiming]: u tick wrong lahhs. see. im chen weiming. 3i.33. tan weiming.
then he juz gave his book n left. wahahahas. u shld hav seen it. i tink weiming was about 2 burst cn. LOL. hilarious. went 2 buddy hoagies after tt wif eve n min. i LOVE the auntie dere btw. she's super, duper, ultra nice. hees. n i received tis nice "little" icy cold showers of blessing frm eve. im not sure if shimin got it. ahahas. okaes. here goes. i was listening 2 wad eve was saying. so she was lik. blabbers, blabber, blabber. then mi n shimin was listening intently wifout sying anythin yet. my head was real low. almost on the table. then suddenly. these huge big drops of icy cold drops of water came raining down on mi. n i tot tt it was the aircon dripping water before i saw eve laughing her head off while mi n shimin was lik. staring at her. LOL. tt was about. 3seconds before we started laughing. ahahas. if we laughed louder we could bring down the whole buddy hoagies. haas. then we left n went hme. on the way 2 the busstop, eve was toking bout mrpinchable n she was demostrating how he brisk walks n suddenly she went too near the curb n she was. WOAH! then she practically grabbed at thin air n wen she recovered, she was laughing her arse off wif mi. wahahahas. it was funni. trust mi. the ppl in the cars muz tink tt we were crazy. spastic ppl. one minute, tt girl suddenly started brisk walking n another, she tripped n grabbed at thin air. wahahahas. my mouth practically cramped up frm laughing so much. haas. had tution wen i came back. pretty tired out. CHOIR 2MORO!! lalala~ looking forward 2 it. SIGULEMPONG! x) ahahas. nice song. pong. hees. cyas.

imu. <3.

(11:03:00 PM)

GREAT! tis freakin com of mine took 45mins 2 load tis freakin page. itx oways tis page tt causes mi all the rouble. bahhs. wadever. REN! wahahahas. next wed. BROADBAND, here i come! hees. hmmm. 2dae. got serious cramps. yupps. n i dunno y. i keep falling asleep in class. im juz bored n sick of school. yeahhs. but im controlling. yupps. slept in miss seh's period 4 2straight periods. she knew i was cramping n she let mi sleep. n wen i woke up, i found out tt i was the oni one hu lsept in class. crapps. but miss seh's really nice. ahahas. then i found out tt i had 2 hand int he review thin which i finished before i fell in a pained stupor. she was lik. looking thru others n she was lik. veri gd. well done. then she returned mi mine n she was lik. i noe u cn do better. i hav 2 admit, i wasnt even tinking properly wen i did tt review thin. so. sori miss seh. promise i'll giv u better next time. yupps. hmmm. im super duper bored. -sighs- nuthin semms 2 occupy mi. n im feeling kinda men1 now. i dunno y. hav alot on tis freakin dumb mind of mine which seems too small 2 hold everythin. ahh wells. my heart juz kinda freezes up wen i c her. in a bad way, i mean. n my tots sorta connects 2 him n then. yarhhs. i feel kinda. frozen inside? plus the him 2dae. it didnt unfreeze mi. thankk u veri much. n now im tinking too much. so juz ignore wad i juz typed above. in short. juz ignore mi. im getting onto everybody's nerves. n now. im even pissing myself here. cn i hate tis person typing tis now? ohh yes. i hate her. she's FAT, dumb, stupid, impatient, gd 4 nuthin, useless, juz an insignificant hu occupys space in tis tiny singapore mayb she shld giv space 2 better ppl, pathetic, vulgared, ugly, hot-tempered, bitch, critises wifout looking at herself n she's keeping her mouth shut, a secret leaker, a noisemaker, fcuked up, unwanted, fat, fat, FAT. tis proves it. i hate her. ohh yarhhs. did i mention tt she was fat?

(12:11:00 AM)

bahhs. my freakin msn ish currently crazed agn. DAMN! y muz it b 2dae? omg. itx lik. finally u toked 2 mi n. darn it lahhs. -sighs- ohh wells. mmmm. went studying wif eve n shimin 2dae. ahahas. cn say tt it was worthwhile lahhs. i really got 2 do my work. so yupps. i've learnt self control n not 2 yabber, yabber, yabber after all. saw tis really. ermms. passionate middle-aged couple in the cafe? omg. they were lik. intense cn. they were sitting on the sofa. at ferx they were juz sitting close. then they were closer n closer. then they started cuddling n hugging. then kissing on the cheeks n not long after. they were kissing on the month. wth? it was kinda gross but wad could we do? it was rite in front of us aniways. n i had no obstruction so wenever i looked up, they were lik. THERE! omg. GROSS! n tt guy had a beer belly. argh. they were aunties n uncles lorrs. n we speculated tt they were having an affair.
[shimin]: i tink tt they're having an affair.
[eve]: yarhhs. mi too.
[kailing]: how u noe?
[shimin n eve]: cuz if u were married n at tis age, u wun do tis in public. duh.
[kailing]: newlyweds?
[eve n shimin]: do they look lik newlyweds 2 u.
wahahahas. okaes. the last sentence was hilarious. n yes. the more i stared [hello. i cant help it. itx rite in front of mi.] the more they looked lik they really were having an affair. wahahahas. they were super touchy cn. grossness. mmmm. going 2 town wif shimin n eve 2moro. SHOPPING! yippees, yippees, yaya. x)

* i cant help but continue feeling hapi frm was i've heard.

! im tinking of u. wo you ni zhen hao.

(11:54:00 PM)

wahahahas. fine. i havent been blogging in ages thankks 2 my super screwed up, laggy com. hmmm. been busying wif choir, school n hpt ppt. yupps. quite fun lahhs. hmmm. doing the ppt now. ahahas. i tink im addicted 2 it. itx fun! serious. hees. ehh. okaes. 2dae had mentoring but started at 2. went 2 15mins 2 pass them the disc then left. almost couldnt save lorrs. tried so mani freakin times. was seriously pek cek n was on the verge of giving up wen my dad managed 2 burn it in. wahahahas. thankk god. mmmm. rushed dere n met brenda in the canteen. went up 2 2devotion wher the rest were n shannon was toking about tis meeting failure. asked 4 our opinions.
[sumone]: mayb they tink tt tis ish not important.
[shannon]: ohh. after 2dae tis wil b important.
omg. got a bad feeling bout tis. but exactly bad but. kinda worried. but 2 say the truth. i felt kinda sadd n disappointed wen i walked into the classroom lorrs. ish lik. 1o of us..? the grads even outnumbered us. yeahhs. i felt veri can kui. -sighs- but y muz mentoring oways clash wif my organ class. wth. im oways missing parts n 2dae. while shannon was saying bout the poor attendence n i had 2 leave. i tink tt he was pissed but he didnt say anythin. haiix. not tt i wanted 2 leave de. ohh wells. dunno lahhs. hope tt the next mentoring would b better. hmmm. they didnt get 2 present after all. no time. dunno if itx gd or bad. i havent put in the animation n sum slides. yeahhs. but i hope tt next mentoring session wil get 2 present lorrs. yupps. if not our hard work bai fei le. mmmm. went 4 organ class. took cab. was kinda running late le. rach at 3.o5. phew. ahahas. lessons dunno wad extend n dun hva, dunno lahhs. so luan. till reaching le then say. took 162 2 bishan. wen i was about 2 slide into a seat, a iheard sumone calling "WONG KAILING!" omg. it was mel lorrs. ahahas. havent seen her in a long long time. she was wif chris. itx nice 2 c them last! work at it, dear. haas. she got down the next stop n wells. was reading my book wen i realised tt the bus didnt turn towards j8. got down n walked. darn. how dumb could i get. sheesh. wells. i wasnt late 2dae. LOL. eve came n we walked around. she bought her sling bag n YAYS! itx big so next time if im going out wif her i'll juz dump everythin inside. okaes, lesp..? wahahahas. came outta mini toons wen we saw andy. wahahahas. he was waiting 4 his sis n his family. his sis was playing the piano inside christophori..? haas. we went into the classrooms dere but didnt get 2 c anythin. it was overcrowded cn. crapps. walked around then mi n eve went inside 2 tak neos n he waited outside. LOL. typical guys. we took a real long time n wen we came out, we tot tt he wouldnt b dere but he was toking on the fone wif jlo.
wahahahas. his sis veri jiu worrs. then he met his parents n yeahhs. he's the tallest in his family cn..? wth. his parents passed all the tall genes 2 him arhhs. so biased. ahahas. then mi n eve went 4 dinner at the basement. ohh yarhhs. we met ahyi too. n she was pulling my. ARSE! she has long fingernails. n i pulled it back too. went 4 dinner. eve ate n i ate my leftover shilin. haas. then we went back n we were chatting. got down at yck. center of us. haas. gang gang hao. itx nice 2 chat wif her! im lucky 2 hav such a fren after all tt we've went thru. =) guess we're studying 2moro. im gonna get down 2 serious work. got loaddsa work piled up. crapps. n eve didnt get her pencilcase 2dae cuz 37degrees de pattern shi nian bu bian. wahahahas. n her bro was complaining tt he was hungry. irritating bros.

i noe tt i shldnt b. but. i feel much better now after hearing tt. thankks. x)

(11:36:00 PM)