i feel so worthless n useless. it juz sumhow seems tt i dun matter. im juz gonna make everyone's life horrible n make thins worse.
nuthin ish absolute. but i noe tt im gonna miss u.
alot.
(11:29:00 PM)
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
heyys. im here 2 blog bout our SUPER, DUPER EMBARRASING PRESENTATION..! haas. okaes. here goes.
we came outta class early 2 prepare but we didnt do much aniways. juz walking around n yeahhs. then we took our samples 4 ppl 2 try. comments: ITX NICE. ahahas. oooo. i feel sooo darn proud of us n especially EVE..! haas. after all. she was the one hu found out tis recipe. yeahhs. even zhu, aaron n gab said tt it was nice. hees. YAY!! we succeeded..! haas. tt arsehole of zhu said tt 4 mi considered veri nice le. dumb. wahahahas. okaes lahhs. im in a great mood aniways. i got the jitters backstage. hmmm. was seriously darn nervous n was praying wif sarah too. dotts. both of us were darn nervous n eve was lik. woah. chill. haas. crappified. then i kept entering the PA room 2 look into the mirror. ahahas. wad cn i say..? IM A GIRL..! x) haas. n i tink cheechuan got darn pek cek at mi but wells. hu cares..? wahahahas.
finally it was our turn 2 present. hmmm. n sumthin weird happened. i was actually the most nervous one n wen we went out, suddenly. i aint nervous at all. ahahas. i was lik. alone on stage trying 2 open ur dumb powerpoint file. LOL. n yeahhs. eve was lik. kailing, cn u start ferx. ahahas. i didnt n she did. hmmm. sori yeahhs but i aint tt brave till i'll start. haas. sori BABE. x) yeahhs. n tt bai ren EMBARRASED us totally. wth. we were standing on stage waiting lik dumbo. haas. wadever. itx over. I THREW TIS PATHETIC FACE OF MINE AWAY. haiix. n guess wad..? he was in the hall. i tot he wasnt. didnt c him earlier. so tt makes my throwing face awayx2. AHHH!! freakk. haas. i dunno lahhs. it aint tt bad but it was embarrasing thou. haiix. heck lahhs. lalala~ ahahas. wadever. =P
(11:42:00 PM)
ahahas. in com lab1 now. LOL. doing f&n. haas. eve n sarah are beside mi. eve ish dong n sarah ish reading her darn book. haha.CRAPSTICKS, JIAYOUUS..!x) hees. ehh. im HAPI..! haas. aint DISAPPOINTED le. =) he's CUTE!! ahahas. i aint, aint, AINT disappointed le. =)
HAPI, SHALALA. ITX SO NICE 2 B HAPI, SHALALA. EVERYBODY SHLD B HAPI, SHALALA. IM GONNA TAK U 2 MY WORLD, 2 B HAPI. DADADADADADADADUM. DADADUM. U BRING THE SUNSHINE INTO MY LIFE. DADADADADADADADADADADAAA. DADADUM.
ahahas. wad cn i say..? IM HAPI..! shalala~ x) byees peeps. blog later 4 the embarrasing episode of CRAPSTICKS on stage. haas. wadever. lalala~ BYEES!!
(9:05:00 AM)
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
ohh yarhhs. i 4got.HAPI 13th BIRTHDAE 2 GUOQUAN..! hu happens 2 b my freakin fatarse bro. ohh wells. im juz suay. ahahas. n yarhhs. another thin. im gonna throw face in front of him. (._.) byees peeps. till 2moro.
(11:59:00 PM)
didnt go school 2dae. missed the netball comp n the amazing race which i've heard frm eve n fishy tt it aint amazing at all. LOL. hmmm. eve came over after school. n yeahhs. it was late. haiix. wth lahhs. im seriously at a lost 4 our proj le. i dunno how 2 continue n do. yeahhs. shld giv all the credit 2 eve thou. she did most of the work. especially the powerpoint presentation. -PHEW- sooo lucky 2 hav her. wahahahas. THANKKS MY LESP..! =) shld leave the rest of the slides till 2moro's recess. yupps. muz really pia le. hmmm.WE CN DE CUZ WE RAWKK!wahahahas. yeahhs. i believe in us but still. i cant help feeling nervous. itx lik. tis DUMB thin ish given 2 us in sucha short notice n we're expected 2 do it well 4 ur CA2 markks..? itx really dumb lahhs. we're given barely a week n summore present 2 the whole school. wth. they juz wan us 2 entertain them cuz of the post exam activity n they've nuthin better 2 do. FCUK tis dumb idea lahhs. lik itx darn easy going up on stage 2 practically the whole school presenting a snack. wth. im wondering if we cn even get them 2 listen in the ferx place. but aniways. juz get it over n done wif ba. i cant care less bout wad markks n stuff. FREAKK IT. we're most probably gonna get laughed at n no one's probably gonna pay any attention but wells. juz go ahead wif it n get off tt stage ASAP. -URGH- pissed. wadever lahhs. thankk goodness we or rather eve found the right recipe 2dae. so much better. THANKK GOD. haas. =) ahhh wells. WADEVER. lalala~
darn darn disappointed 2dae. juz i shldnt hav expected it aniways. i shld not hav gotten my hopes up high. n in the end. NUTHIN. haiix. wadever. shld hav known tt it was kinda impossible aniways. itx my fault ba. (._.) it used 2 b but guess it wun happen now. i said it USED aniways. -sighs- wadever lahhs. im too tired n lazy 2 care aniways. itx impossible too. yeahhs. sooo. BLAHH. =X byees. might blog 2moro 4 the hilarious, embarassing performance happening. STAY TUNED. fcuk.
(11:54:00 PM)
Saturday, May 21, 2005
went out wif the world's MOST retarded person 2dae, EVELIMYIHUAN. wahahahas. she's seriously the world's most retarded person lorrs. ahahas. went 2 pei her cut hair, played arcade then we went swimming. the freakin rain didnt wanna stop after so long. darn. n one lil innocent swimming cn caused a HUGE loadda trouble. darn. im lazy 2 get into details aniways. haas. hmmm. chatted loadds too. [duh.] n sumthin suddenly came 2 mi while we were at the bus interchange waiting 4 tt darn 853 which refused 2 come after 1/2an hr. LOL. darn it. hmmm. we were toking bout the past wen now. looking back. everythin seemed so childish n really dumb. wad conflicts, bitching n all. wad we used 2 call hate n all. but nuthin lasted. we're juz back 2 square one especially mi n eve. we used 2 hate each other. s in HATE. n now..? gd frens agn. ahahas. itx really hilarious lorrs. n frm an outsiders point of view. they r probably toking bout how come we cn change so quickly wen one minute we're here bitching bout each other n another minute WIF each other. but an outsiders point of view aint important. our frenship had nv been stable or long-lasting. itx oways been on an on off basis lik last year. i dont even remember how we lost contact n drifted apart then started hating each other agn. wth. CRAPP ritees..? haas. we're seriously CRAPPIFIED ppl or wad eve wil say. CRAPSTICKS. haas. tt's a crappified word too. hmmm. but now. i dun wanna drift apart frm her. itx been god noes how long since i ever really had a person's name pop out in my ming wenever i hear gd fren or wen i needed sumone 2 cry n b really ugly in front of. wen i needed a crying shoulder. itx really been darn long since sumone's name cme out wifout hesitation n i'll find her. it used 2 b. "tis person's name. nwahhs. dun wan lahhs. i tink she's busy. dun disturb her le." hmmm. i dunno lahhs. n i find her easy 2 tok 2. sum kinda familar closeness ba. aiyahhs. dunno how 2 describe. aniways. i juz dun wanna lose my world's ferx class, retardded LESP..! wahahahas. WE RAWKK, BABE!! x) btw. in case tis ish misunderstood. above, everythin ish juz about frenship. she's juz my dear fren. IM 1oo% perfectly STRAIGHT. THANKK U. =)
(11:53:00 AM)
Friday, May 20, 2005
ITX RED AGN!! hmmm. sports dae 2dae. was given the job s the judge de but switched 2 being a timer cuz denise[the sec2 vball one] had 2 leave 4 a race n she asked mi 2 tak over. LOL. being the NICE person tt i was, of cuz i said yes. x) ahahas. it was more fun aniways but yiling. XINKU LE. sori. haas. left her n daniel s the judge alone. LOL. sori lahhs. n tt denise nv came back. PIAN MY GAN QING..! =P haas. fine. wadever. lalala~ it was quite fun standing rite at the front. n i was sorta holding up the LOLIPOP! ahahas. fun lahhs but tiring.
hmmm. was freakin jing zhang 4 anet, jolene, phebe n eve durin the 4x1oom race. WOAH. tink i screamed lik a madd person. ahahas. they got 3rd. hmmm. not badd lahhs. ahahas. at least their training werent in vain..! haas. hmmm. wq was really feeling down n hurt. yeahhs. shant comment bout tis here. BLOGS ARENT SAFE..! =X LOL. hmmm.
went wif jolene, anet, wenqi n jiayan 2 j8 4 dinner. yupps. YOSHINOYA..! wahahahas. eve shldnt hav brought mi dere the ferx time. darn it. haas. ohh wells. was chattin bout falling asleep on buses n stuff dere. LOL. n jiayan didnt get 2 buy her chawanmushi cuz she was lazy 2 walk 2 the counter wen itx RIGHT behind us. DUMB RITEES??! LOL. stupid jy. ahahas. hmmm. went 2 check on the slippers stand after we ate. [s usual lahhs] yupps. THE SLIPPERS CAME LE!! haas. im gonna buy it soon..! dun wanna wait le lahhs. later no more stock agn. siian diiaox. haas. yeahhs. n while i was looking at the slippers guess hu we saw..? ANDY YEE..! bleahhs. ahahas. suay. wahahahas. didnt c him at ferx. jolene saw him cuz he saw us. LOL. yeahhs. n his hand was darn sticky. URGH! they juz finished playing soccer lorrs. eeee. regret hitting tt dumb head of his. wahahahas. okaes lahhs. im SOOO mean. but i lik it..! x) haas. ohh wells. wadever. lalala~ sori lahhs. ahahas. hmmm. aniways.
I HOPE TT TT STUPID JIANGWEI DUN TINK TT I LIK TT PERSON LORRS..! irritant. AHHH! itx freakin mi outt..! =X
n. im hapi 2dae..! =) hees. lalala~ cuz of. sumthin tt i didnt mention here. haas. wad cn i sayy..? tol ya blogs cant b trusted. i tink i didnt write it here. yeahhs. i didnt. =) rephrasalishpossible.
(11:30:00 PM)
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Saturdae, 14 May 2oo5-* went out wif eve, my LESP 2 j8 after my organ class. LOL. took neos twice. seriously retarded n crappy pics. haas. hu cares. s long s we enjoy ourselves. wahahahas. lalala~ I LOVEE MY LESP!! x) i bet she lovees mi too. =P aniways. i cant catch up in my organ class. gotta practise le now tt midyears r over. ahahas. no class next week..! x)
Sunday, 15 May 2oo5-* went out wif eve n vicki. went 2 vicki's church. erms. yarhhs. im not commenting. it freakked mi out. KINDA. went shopping n took neos twice. haas. n vicki was complaining tt she was veri chouu the whole dae. dotts. silly girl. LOL. dunno lahhs. went shopping n eve got her clothes. hmmm. was quite ok i guess. wasnt particularly fun but it was kinda nice ba. yeahhs. saw miss wong at amk central. LOL. gonna organise a outing 4 the student care peeps during the hols..! =) hees. ohh wells. HE'S, yeahh. my dad's kpkb-ing le. irritant. haiix. (._.) I SERIOUSLY DREAD MY HME..! choir 2moro..! lalala~ hees. =)
(11:41:00 PM)
Friday, May 13, 2005
im really dreading the time i return hme. i dun lik going hme n i really dislike my hme now. wth. my insides clench up wenever my fone rings suddenly cuz i noe tt it'll b the same old message "where r u". i hate the tone in his voice wenever he opens the door 4 mi wen i return hme n i hav 2 tel him y im late. im late cuz he reached hme earlier than mi. wtf. n i tol him in the morning le n i still hav 2 practically recall everythin n tink of a fcuking lame excuse..? wad ish tis lorrs. n my curfew seems 2 get earlier n earlier wifout ani rhyme or reason. frm 1o-9.3o-9..? suddenly de lorrs. im not ur robot or ur dog. if u wan sumthin 2 control, go buy urself a pet dog. dun try 2 control mi cuz i freakin well HATE IT! i hate all the vulgarities and the "useless/ gd 4 nuthin" thrown at mi by my own father. the feeling of ur own dad looking down on u..? NOT GD AT ALL. wtf. he even said tt i didnt needa study 4 my exams cuz the difference between mi studying n not studying ish juz failing or passing wif borderline markks. tis ish wad he tol mi. it hurts but i've gotten over it. im sickk n tired of crying practically everydae cuz im so worthless in his eyes. if he tinks tt he's encouraging mi tis way, he's jolly well FCUKING WRONG! tis aint an encouragement; itx an DISCOURAGEMENT. so wad if im studying 4 myself not u..? i still need u 2 b dere helping n encouraging mi along. not saying tt im useless/ gd 4 nuthin/ worthless. m i really ur daughter..? i seriously hate my FCUKING LIFE. everythin's so FCUKED UP around here. once i on the com, i wil b screamed n nagged at y..? cuz im on the CHATLINE! fcuk it mannn. both of them r fcuking unreasonable. im supposed 2 b a maid n a dog around. im supossed 2 do all the housework n crapp n guess wad..? my fat brother juz sits dere n throws his clothes 2 mi n now. im still being called wad a gangster by her. she keeps saying tt she's got a gangster daughter. yarhhs. IM A GANGSTER!. so wad. wtf. gonna learn frm EVE le. QUOTED: im gonna quit school. i've gotta gang outside.- i seriously hate my life. omg. help mi frm tis crapp shit life mannn. wth. HATE TIS FCUKING LIFE OF MINE. JUZ KINDLY FCUK OFF IF U DUNNO MI N DUN PRETEND TT U DO. FCUK TIS FCUKING USELESS/WORTHLESS GD 4 NUTHIN.
FCUK EVERYTHIN IN TIS LIFE. -FCUK IT.
(11:58:00 PM)
heyys ppl. haas. yeahh. im back. didnt update 4 quite sum daes according 2 wenqi cuz she says tt im mentally retardded cuz i blog everydae. ahahas. so tis ish considered quite long ritees..? ohh wells. crapps. haas. wadever. lalala~ crapp, crapp n more crapp. =X hmmm. EXAMS R OVER LE..! -woohoo- wahahahas. time 2 go feng le..! =)
hmmm. last dae of exams. a/cs paper one. all mcq but it aint tt easy. guess i was careless. haiix. ohh wells. wad cn i do. itx all over. lalala~ heckk le lahhs. dint get into accelerated class. few of us in twograce oni. haiix. luckily i hav my LESP wif mi. ahahas. ehh. andy got his retribution..! wahahahas. was boasting tt they could go hme n sleep le n we're still stuck wif one more paper n u noe wad..? tomato went outta class n did SUMTHIN 2 andy n left him lying on the floor. LOL. itx kinda obscene so im not saying it here. hmmm. nc16 yeahhs. ahahas. nwahhs. shld b censored 4 girls. haas. okaes. wadever. hmmm. got tt wad enrichment course thin s post exams activities. LOl. they're juz trying 2 keep us occupied so tt we wun find trouble i guess. haas. i wanna tak foto journalism...! wahahahas. 2 xiang nan's horror. >,< hmmm. we gotta clarified thins after tt AEP tok 2dae after school. hmmm. tempers sorta rose n calmed. yeahhs. got 2 really settle wif cheyenne, wenqi, ah ma, fishy n anet ba. yeapps. cheyenne shouted at mi at the start. WOAH. was kinda shocked. haas. but. ohh wells. all tis ish understandable de ba. haas. juz got a shock ba. eve defended mi thou. [thankks my LESP..! =)] ahahas. wells. almost everythin ish clarified lahhs. well. i really meant ALMOST. hmmm. didnt get 2 clarify wif jolene n fiona. didnt wanna spoil the mood then cua everythin was sorta ok le. yeahhs. i'll find a chance. yupps. they mean loadds 2 mi. =) hees. ahhh wells. no details thou. upclose n personal. LOL. itx between the 2graceo4 BABES x) aniways. haas. so outsiders dun needa noe. hmmm. but i dun mean 2 b rude lahhs. yupps. aniways. then. after everythin which took bout 1hr plus. mi, eve, shimin, cheyenne, fiona, ah ma, phebe, anet, wenqi, jolene, fishy n jiayan left 4 jolene's hse. LOL. met huigun dere cuz she went 4 breakfast wif kitty. hmmm. we stopped at rivervale mall ferx which ish lik. kinda near her hse lahhs. we bought 4 or 5 1.5l bottle of soft drinks cuz pizza de veri ex. they oso called canadian while we were dere. saves waiting time aniways. wahahahas. wanted 2 rent mean girls but it was rated freakin nc16. wth. yeahhs. n jiayan was a few months short..? wth. the person veri gei kao lehhs. dBd. haas. n itx rated nc16. so wad shows cn we watch next time..? crappola shows arhhs. itx so mean of the singapore film thingy lorrs..! irritants. -screams- aniways. speakin of the video stall. color="#33ff33">DUN TRY 2 NOE MI CUZ U WANNA NOE EVERYTHIN BOUT MI. N DUN ASSUME TT BY BEING CLOSE 2 MI, U WIL NOE EVERYTHIN BOUT MI CUZ I DUN EVEN NOE EVERYTHIN BOUT MYSELF.hmmm. done. LOL. yeahhs. then we were about 2 leave tt place n go 2 jolene's hse wen we passed by a pet shop. omg. the maltese n the west highlander or sumthin [sorilahhs]. omg.THEY WERE DARN, DARN, DARN FREAKIN CUTEE!!wahahahas. seriously lorrs. so cutee..! ahhh..! felt lik smugglng them back. ahahas. n anet was staring at the jack russell. LOL. she lik jack russell's ever since god noes wen. haas. i remember i use 2 cut out pics of it on newspapers n giv it 2 her de. ahhh. fond memories. x) LOL. okaes. wadever. yeapps. hmmm. wen i ferx saw jolene's block i was lik. WOW! omg. itx seriously nice lorrs. dunno lahhs. but dere's sumthin appealing 2 it. ahahas. n her pool was seriously tempting lorrs. omg. felt lik juz jumping in. havent went swimming in ages. SWIMMING, ANIONE??! haas. ohh wells. wadever. lalala~ hmmm. jolene's hse ish nice n she has a cozy room n glass shower. LOL. thankk god 4 her airconditioned hall or i'll die in it. about 12 ppl squeezed in a hall lorrs. ahahas. cn die. hmmm. we ordered 4large pizzas. haha. n u noe wd..? they gave us a free 1.5l of coke. darn. we couldnt finish the drinks lorrs. LOL. free gift 2 jolene..! =) yeapps. we all sat around, eating pizzas n watching mvp qing ren. omg. i tink im hooked on it agn. haas.GAOXING N YAN XINGSHU SOOO SHUAI/ZAI!!-screams agn-ahahas. fine. fa-ing hua chi. CANNOT ARHHS??! LOL. wadever. lalala~ haas. yeahhs. dnt was noticing all the small details lik tie swinging. ahahas. n wenqi was imitatng sadako[zhenzi]. haas. she let down her hair n crawled out frm the "passageway" dere. LOL. freakyy. n shimin was coming out frm the kitchen n she bei xia dao. wahahahas. hilarious lorrs. shld hav seen then look on her face. haas. yeahhs. n wenqi wif her menses jumped over fishy. LOL. n fishy ish kinda mixing in tis. [sori fishy. no offence yeahhs.] yupps. wenqi really nv die before lorrs. haas. fishy oso dare jump over. summore itx FISHY! omg. but fishy was ok lahhs. ahahas. hmmm. really loved the dajiating feeling wen all of us squeezed in front of the tv 2gether. it made mi feel lik. it was a feeling tt i had lost n forgotten but it came back n sorta awakened my memories. wow. I NV EVER WANNA LEAVE TWOGRACE!! ahhh! the feeling veri. wen xin arhhs. really. aiyahhs. dunno how 2 say lahhs. juz really lovee it loadds lahhs. -beams hmmm. u might say tt im fake but wells. i dun care. cuz u obviously dunno mi well if u ever said tt n well. dun judge mi frm wad u c n tink. dun assume or u'll b making an ASS OUTTA U N MI. [omg. I LOVEE, LOVEE, LOVEE HPT TOO..! x) ] yupps. so PLEASE. thankk u. we sorta made a mess outta jolene's hse but heyy. i did pick up every single red chilli pepper flake i saw ritees..? hmmm. i aint tt badd. wahahahas. crapps lahhs. ehh. we left at around 6.45 liddat. hmmm. hoped tt no one got scolded 4 getting hme late. hmmm.
(10:43:00 PM)
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
wahahahas. juz wher i m now..? im at FREAKIN SARAH'S HSE!! ahahas.
I LOVEE ELIZABETH N GABRIEL!! haas. sarah's quote to pacify them "i buy sweet 4 u". wahahahas. yeahhs. gotts do my pac n f&n now. the two retards were having a sleeping mat fight.
I LOVEE SARAH'S HSE..! haas. movie marathon n pool party. cant wait. x) LOL. btw. sarah taught mi qing tian's starting on guitar..! ahahas. n the two retards r fighting over eve's fone. tink she's got a retardded pic in dere. wahahahas. now they're laughing lik madd cuz sarah's taking lame n sickk pics. LOL.
KAILING IS NUTS - sarah SARAH'S SICKK + A PERVERT- kailing
I've been letting you down, down Girl I know I've been such a fool Giving in to temptation I should have played it cool The situation got out of hand I hope you understand
It can happen to anyone of us Anyone you think of Anyone can fal lAnyone can hurt someone they love Hearts will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us Say you will forgive me Anyone can fail Say you will believe me I can't take, my heart will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake A stupid mistake
She was kind of exciting A little crazy I should've known She must have altered my senses 'Cos I offered to walk her home The situation got out of hand I hope you understand
It can happen to anyone of us Anyone you think of Anyone can fall Anyone can hurt someone they love Hearts will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake It can happen to anyone of us Say you will forgive me Anyone can fail Say you will believe me I can't take, my heart will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake A stupid mistake
Stupid mistake She means nothing to me Nothing to me I swear every word is true Don't wanna lose you
The situation got out of hand I hope you understand It can happen to anyone of us Anyone you think of Anyone can fal lAnyone can hurt someone they love Oh yeah hearts will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake It can happen to anyone of us Say you will forgive me Anyone can fail Say you will believe me I can't take, my heart will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake Anyone can fall Anyone can hurt someone they love Oh yeah hearts will break 'Cos I made a stupid mistake A stupid mistake
(2:48:00 PM)
ahahas. hmmm. ITX LIME GRREN 2DAE!! LOL. fine. im juz bored. wahahahas. hmmm. meeting my dearest LESP later at 3. haas. studyin. LOL. muz really get down 2 studying le. hmmm. physics n ss 2dae. omg. THE HORROR!! ahahas. tink im failing both..? -sighs- I DUN WANT 2..! ohh wells. hu would want to..? LOL. crapps. feeling a little disappointed wif myself lahhs. lost 6markks in the physics test juz cuz i didnt hav enough time. haiix. sadded. ahahas. wadever. cant help now. hmmm. do well 4 bio ba. =)
hmmm. been tinking bout sumthin. yupps. hmmm. wondering lahhs. ever since tt dae. hmmm. i dunno wads happening 2 mi. feeling real confused. i dun wan too. but. i dunno. AHHH..! tinking alott. REALLY ALOTT. i noe itx impossible. wondering if she's right or im right. or mayb both of us r wrong. mayb ur juz tis way. mayb im tinking too much. mayb im juz sensitive. mayb she's right. i knew it was too gd 2 b true. mayb im right..? nwahhs. it'll nv b. mayb i'll juz live my freakkin life lik a nightmare n hope tt it all passes quickly. others thins too. too many problems in a small, small world. haiix. U AINT A PROBLEM; UR A DREAM. enjoy the time tt i spent wif u. every single minute of it. y cant the world juz stop at tt moment. i dunt noe anythin now. ; TROUBLED_x. lalala~ wadever. juz pretending tt everythin doesnt exist. u aint true. im not feeling tis way. she aint true either. wadever. it doesnt make any sense even to mi. juz letting my emotions get the better of mi. ; WILL JUZ PUT ON A SMILEY FACE IN FRONT OF U N PRETEND TT NUTHIN EVER WENT WRONG N IM NOT FEELING TIS WAY. =)
wadever. tink im late 2 meet my LESP. haas. okaes. BYEES.
hmmm. was toking 2 eve juz now. ahahas. YAYS!! she's my lesbiann partnerr cum retardded/ irritatingg/ world's-ferx class IRRITANT darlingg..! wahahahas. ohh wells. toking bout STUFF now. hees. ohh. dun b jealous. ahahas. hmmm. took my maths paper1 2dae..! wahahahas. tink got hope of passing..! ahahas. i hope, i wish, i pray. really muz pass. but. scared tt i'll fail. then i wil really b darn disappointed. haiix. itx lik. i got 2 try every ques lahhs. but at least got 5 ques ish lik. do till cannot work out then next ques..? haiix. really muz pass maths. AHHH! im practically going crazy tinking bout it. haas. AT LEAST I GOT 3MARKKS!! wahahahas. got the last question which i did within the last few mins correct. I TINK. ahahas. i didnt even noe wad i was doing. all tt went thru my mind then was " darn. gonna b no more time le. " wahahahas. serious. my mindd operates on itx own. haas. I'VE GOT A SMART BRAIN..! hees. crapps. =X cant help it. im juz bored. =P
ehh. spent practically the whole dae wif jill my qing ai de..? wahahahas. FUN DAE!! met 4 breakfast at yishun mrt cuz she wanted bk. haas. bk has tis cute star potatoes thingy. wahahahas. SUPERR CUTE! x) was cramming dere n on the mrt all the way back 2 school. wahahahas. her notebook helps. hmmm. saw meh meh at the mrt. haas. he didnt study much..? wth. tt idert. ahahas. wadever. lalala~ hees. was darn nervous before the paper n ah ma was teaching mi. omg. she ish fierce. pray hard tt her ambition isnt a teacher if not, I PITY THOSE KIDS! =X but muz really thankk her. she really helped mi loadds. haha. thankks AHMA..! =)dun wanna tok bout the paper le. haas. had enoughh of it. cn maths quickly pass..? hees. hmmm. then qing ai de came 2 my class. we were supposed 2 go hme 2gether but i was darn high cuz i knew i got 3markks [ wahahahas] n dragged her 4 neos. walked around j8 kinda long. ahahas. but it doesnt matter. saw tis pair of slippers. 2 for $25..? we intending 2 buy..! hees. dun jealous horrs. =X n i finally spotted tt person's present le. cant say hu or it'll not b fun animore. gonna ask tt person 4 tt person's size. ahahas. cant help it. owe de. hees. aniways. then we got stuck in the rain. was afriad tt qing ai de might fall. haas. SHE DIDNT..! NOT FUN..! =P kidding lahhs. haas. went 2 the mrt station n saw zong yang, gab, andy, jlo, simin, cherlene they all lahhs. hmmm. whole bigg group. guess they finished playing soccer or stopped cuz of the rain. ahahas. saw the guys playing at the parade square before we left. yeahhs. might hav seemed darn lonely. haas. was running in the rain n seeking shelter under the mrt track while waiting 4 the traffic light wen tis ULTRA, SUPERR, DUPERR lady offered 2 share wif mi her umbrella. omg. she's darn, darn, DARN nice..! =) hees. ARENT I LUCKKY??! went hme soaking wet. got scolded cuz i was late n for not bringing my umbrella. LOL. supposed 2 come back earlier 2 make my ic. bathe n left wif mummy.
at the ic dere. found out tt i hav been writing my chinese character the LING differently frm the one in my birthcert 4 15years..? LOL. itx lik. i didnt even noe tt i wrote it differently n i oreadi wrote tt 4 15years le. hard 2 change so. I CHANGE MY CHINESE CHARACTER THE LING..! =P ahhaas. cool ritees..? wadever. one character $40 + dunno wad. altogether came up 2 $7o juz 4 a freakin character. haas. at least im writing it properly now. my parents had 2 vow tt the info was correct..? omg. hilarious. my old birthcert wil b destroyed. -sighs- BYE, BIRTHCERT. my new one wun hav the parents signature n the person hu did my birthcert's signature. sadd isnt it. ahahas. hmmm. made my ic. the thumbprint scanner was darn cool..! amazed by it..! wahahahas. but still needa use the ink pad de. yeahhs. the ink pad was huge. haas. n tink they'll use it veri fast cuz they cant cover the thumbprints. LOL. tt's y they needa HUGE ink padd. haha. hmmm. then daddy met his email fren. LOL. tt guy ish a nice guy..! =P ehh. went 4 lunch at 5plus n then funan mall 2 redeem my gift vouchers frm royal sporting hse. i'll 4get if i dun redeem it soon. haas. yeahhs. got wad i hav been eying 4 so long n mummy topped up $3o..? omg. guilty. haha. hmmm. nuthin much le. pei mummy eat dinner. literally sat dere n watched her eat. ohh wells. wasnt hungry aniways. then ordered a cake 4 mother's dae celebration 2moro. jas asked 4 the cake so. yupps. we got the cake. wahahahas. bought it frm polar. mango, mixed fruit. hees. after tt nuthin much le. came hme n rot. bleahhs. JING ZHONG REN 2nite as cool..! haas. nice twist sia. turned out she planned everythin. wth. LOL. pian my gan qing. ahahas. =X crapps agn. ohh wells. mentoring 2moro. study,study, study agn. MUZ HAND IN COURSEWORK ON MONDAE!! i promised miss lim le. LOL. kaes. daddy's sleeping le. gtg le ba. CYAS..! x)
(3:23:00 AM)
Friday, May 06, 2005
hmmm. english paper 2dae. wrote topic 5. home. ahahas. filled wif crapp. it juz came n i juz wrote..? finished at the last mintue. PHEW! wahahahas. hmmm. miss sehh biased sia. haas. i was counting my summary words wen she came. 142. LOL. hai hao. counted 153 at ferx but was tinking tt it was kinda impossible cuz i reduced alot of words le. she stood dere n waited 4 mi n asked if i was done oreadi. WOW! mayb cuz it was english. ahahas. if it was sum other subjs she'll juz grab the paper n go. LOL. ohh wells. she's nice. =) yarhhs. N U NOE WADD??! i didnt c the part bout using information frm line 29 onwards n used the info right frm the start. but it was only a line. PHEW!! [x2] hees. hope cn do well tis round ba. x)
ehh. saw him tis morning. yeahhs. i was actually kinda early 4 once..? wahahahas. sat wif the 2grace ppl at the table. yeahhs. parade square. *****d *i* **a*. sumthin ish wrong. hmmm. or mayb he's juz stressed. omg. JIAYOUUS ehh!! =)))
hmmm. went studying wif jiayan, eve n shimin 2dae. LOL. went hme n changed ferx n i fell asleep on the sofa 4 1/2 an hr. haas. really exhausted le. IM SLEEP-DEPRIVED!! hmmm. didnt get 2 study much. wasnt in the mood of studying. dun ask mi y. i dunno wads wrong wif mi. i aint nervous. ok lahhs. abit..? itx lik. really veri tired wif all the stuff going on. no mood 2 study but im not gonna disappoint my parents. MUZ PASS MATHS 2MORO!! ahahas. omg. i muz. haiix. stress le. wahahahas. contradicting. wadever. lalala~ saw a cat fight or rather, their conversation wen we were on ur way hme. LOL. the cats were ont he rooftop n we tot tt it was a baby screaming..? LOL. hilarious. was making the cats dialogue. omg. they ought to lovee mi. I SPEAK N UNDERSTAND CAT..! x) ahahas. pei eve walk 2 her hse dere de bus stop. needa tak bus too. was chatting lahhs. yeahhs. she tol mi bout STUFF. wahahahas. dun jealous, PLEASE. =X hmmm. was late 4 tution. practically falling asleep lorrs. n i had 2 wash my face twice 2 wake myself up. dotts. n i didnt get 2 watch jing zhong ren 2nite. tution ended late. haiix. hao lahhs. got 2 study le. MEMORISE FORMULAS!! hmmm. ohh yarhhs. downloaded sum nice blogskin thingy on my fone. too badd i cant choose it s the screensaver. =P write those meaningful thingy later. =) downloaded wang qian fei n anione of us. BOTH SONG RAWKKS!! starting 2 lovee anyone of us. i dunno y too. ahahas. AI FENG LE N WANG QIAN FEI ISH REAL NICE TOO!! x) hope u lik my blog song lahhs. couldnt find ai feng le n wang qian fei so anyone of us wil do..! =)
GD LUCKK 2 THE CORE LIT/ ELECTIVE LIT PPL! JIAYOUUS!! PEANUTT..! especially u. ahahas. JIAYOUUS KAES??! x)
btw. decided to put every blog entry the colour of the rainbow. starting wif redd 2dae. then orange, yellow, green [-ahem- tt beautiful shade of LIME GREEN PLEASE..! darn. itx starting 2 grow on mi..! =) ] blue, indigo n violet..! ahahas. dunno if it'll turn out nice but itx worth a try..! =) JILL TAN MING MING aka QING AI DE!! JIAYOUUS 4 maths. we muz pass! meeting her 4 breakfast in the morning..! omg. cant wait!! ahahas. yishun at 8.3o..! =)
IF WE CN, WE MUZ. IF WE MUZ, WE CN!!! [omg. i sooo miss HPT! x) ]
// * - take my hand. we'll make it. i swear- * ; you are my one n only- * you are the only one who takes my breath away. * ` the hardest thing i'll ever have to do. ish to turn around and walk away. pretending that i don't love you-
(12:55:00 AM)
Thursday, May 05, 2005
ahHH!! omg. my blog's rotting. n itx a new blog. ohh wells. cant really say much. dun wanna get in to details but juz updating.
Saturdae, 3o April 2oo5-* Yangkai's concert. =) xiaoming n xiaobai re-enactment by mi n eve. wahahahas. =P
Sunday, 1April 2oo5-* Went studying wif eve n jiayan at the cc cafe. ahahas. shuhui was also dere. =) went 2 sum ulu place in sembawang 4 dinner n ended up murdering every single fly tt came in my way. x)
Mondae, 2April 2oo5-* Went studying wif clarinda, reagen n kah wee at sembawang mos. LOL. saw zhang lao shi dere. wahahahas. CLARINDA THE LIAR N REAGEN THE MONKEY WIF FLEAS. im normal..! =) went 2 j8 2 tak neos n went 2 mos 2 study 4 awhile. dotts. ahahas.
Tuesdae, 3April 2oo5-* school dae. siianx1/2. supposed 2 go studying but i fell asleep n pia chinese after dinner till 2plus. haas. haiix. dun wanna go into further details 4 tis.
Wednesdae, 4April 2oo5-* chinese paper. dotts. im flunked the tian xie han zi..? wth. lalala~ wadever. im darn lazy n tired n im still on my coursework..! dotts. itx 1.47 le. haiix. eng 2moro. JIAYOUUS! =) memorised the letter format le. yarhhs. still ok lahhs. haas. hmmm. 2dae went wif the 2grace ppl 2 yishun 4 chicken rice. hmmm. veri long nv go wif them le. 4gotten how it was lik. felt kinda outta place yeahhs. wouldnt hav gone if my lesbian partner persuaded mi. yeahhs. ohh wells. it felt nice 2 b wif them agn. =) weird huhh. dunno how 2 describe. hmmm. clarified wif wenqi. yupps. ok le ba. i guess/ i hope. ehh. then went 2 j8 wif huigun, wenqi n anet. supposed 2 b wenqi's hse but changed plans. haas, anet left early cuz mrs soh called her n her mum picked up..? dotts. sure hope tt she's ok. ahahas. hmmm. took neos n then we went 2 the basement n guess wad. huigun n wenqi met tt crazy woman frm amk on mondae. omg. hilarious. " r u goh chok tong's daughter?" wth. haas. yeahhs. IM FRM IDONESIA, WENQI FRM PHILIPPINES N HUIGUN FRm. "haha. I DUNNO!" omg. funni..! ahahas. shall get into details sum other dae ba. im lazy now. took my ic pic. UGLY! omg. itx lik. soooo chouu? wth. sarkks lahhs. dun wanna say. dulan. ohh yeahhs. SORI NICHOLA.>! (._.) haiix, really sori. didnt mean it lahhs. yeahhs. I STILL LOVEE U N U STILL LOVEE MI! =)
saw him at canteen wen we left school. guess he saw mi too but i was doing the "hmmm. ah." thingy wif eve so yeahhs. pretended not 2 look too. haiix. shall not comment on tis. yeahhs. dunno wads the prob wif mi too. lalala~ okaes. gtg 4 now le ba. blog soon..! =) MISS MI KAES??! hees.
btw. the notice n practically alot of thins on my blog r frm my qing ai de JILL..! ahahas. ohh wells. cheer up babe. U WUN FAIL!! im oways here kaes..? LOVEE YA!! <3, <3, <3. x) cheerios.
(1:58:00 AM)
Sunday, May 01, 2005
haas. okaes. juz realised tt i neglected my blog n paid more attention 2 the blog skin. LOL. aint veri hapi wif it but it'll do till a better one. =) hees. ohh wells.
Thursdae, 29o4o5-*
hmmm. sports heats 2dae. student helper at HIGH JUMP. haas. yeahhs. i typed it correctly, HIGH JUMP. LOL. okaes. wadever. was abit dulan lahhs. wen i ferx knew it. cuz of my height but ohh wells. accepted it le. haas. everyone needs 2 do sumthin de. since im given tis job, juz make the best outta it lorrs. haha. aint i an optimist. haha. hmmm. im feeling so guilty now cuz i scolded KW off wen i knew i was in charge of high jump. added wif colourful words. yeahhs. sori DUDE. =P aniways. got 2 leave class during assembly period. LOL. wondring if dere's really an assembly notts. lik. 1/4 of the school was at the heats..? haha. FINE..! not so kua zhang. but it was quite a number of ppl lahhs. ahahas. wadever. dun care aniway. =X hmmm. HIGH JUMP'S A DANGEROUS SPORT! but exciting too. wahahahas. mr hui was in charge of it. =X LOL. the lower sec wasnt tt exciting. the UPPER SEC rawkked! haas. girls. not many girls joined lahhs but char, zhenhui n maybelline joined. char got FERX! ahahas. great job, CHAR! =) zhenhui couldnt jump over the pole. it was her ferx attempt. i personally tot it was a gd try. haha. serious. 4 a ferx attempt n everythin. yeapps. she showed determination too. so. GREAT JOB, ZHNEHUI! =) ahahas. hmmm. hope tt she aint pissed wif mi over the pastamania thin animore. haiix. SORIEES ZH. aniways. the most exciting thin was the B BOYS! omg. chenglong got ferx, will tan second n PINWEN THIRD! wahahahas. ohh mannn. so proud of pinwen..! haas. tyco, tyco get third. =X at least nv throw our face lahhs. ahahas. kidding lahhs. =P will tan n chenglong went up 2 17ocm..? n chenglong tried the 2nd time n got it..! =) will tan tried 2times but couldnt get past. itx lik. chenglong frm 135cm to 165, the pole nv even dropped once..? all ish one shot de lorrs. oni 17o took him twice lahhs. I WAS WOWED! wahahahas. ferx time c. seriously stunned. will tan could do better de. i tink. =P he tried the ferx time, his leg cramped n needed medic..? LOL. so mani ppl surrounded him lorrs. tink he was kinda overwhelmed by the attention n tol the st john 2 stop. went off the mat n continue stretching. dickson helped him too. haas. yeahhs. wen will tan was warming up, he juz said " mr hui, c2=a2+b2 ". s he said tt, he flipped over the pole n yeahhs. it was beautiful. omg. im stunned. i could nv do tt in a million years. wahahahas. =X high jump's seriously dangerous lorrs. ahahas. got wahcked by tt darn pole dunno how mani times le. plus the person's weight on it. ohh wells. blame myself 4 sitting so close. haha. hmmm. didnt get 2 c much of the running events but i noe tt eve did well..! =) GREAT JOB GAL! ahahas. hmmm.
tt stupid andy n keith were suaning mi all the way..? IRRITANTS! haas. =P juz cuz they were the judges n timers so they got 2 sit or stand in the shade while all i got was a hot mat. haha. UNFAIR! ohh wells. wad cn i say..? LIFE'S UNFAIR. hees. wenever i walked past 2 the participants benches, andy wil stand under the shade n say " wah. the shade here veri nice horrs. aiyahhs. so sad. sumbody dun hav shade arhhs. muz stand in the hot sun. aiyohhs." irritant ritees..? haas. tink he's a pro le. n then RUFANG had 2 join in. wth. ahahas. lalala~ anythin lahhs. was too bothered by the heat 2 care. LOL. ohh yarhhs. speaking of andy. HE'S THE WORLD'S MOST HARD-WORKING GUY! haas. next time if u needa carry thins cn juz find him. he'll help. juz throw everythin 2 him cn le. wahahahas. remember arhhs. the hard-working guy. LOL. i 4got wad happened but he was carrying a box back 2 council room wif 2 loudhailers hangin gon his neck. MY WORKK! =) ahahas. im proud of it. but he sid tt he was veri xin ku. so being the nice person i was. =) i took one off 4 him. haas. went back 2 council room. omg. I LOVEE MISS EUGENIA LIM!! =) ahahas. she let mi hand in my coursework on tues..! omg. dun u juz lovee her. hees. I DO! ohh wells. then went out wif hippo n denise. walked around j8. been ages since i went out wif them. ahahas. hmmm. had tution at nite..? siianx1/2. shagged sia. hmmm. fun dae lahhs..! =) hees.
Saturdae, 3oo4o5-*
went 4 yangkai's grad concert. hmmm. at ferx didnt wanna go de but eve changed my mind. n if dun support him abit badd lahhs. he's been so nice 2 us summore. everytime treat mi. aiyohhs. aniways. he sang well..! =) ahahas.i personally tink he did a GREAT JOB!! =))) hees. continue 2 JIAYOUU okaes..? hees. hmmm. tink i made boonjun darn pek cek 2 dae. ahahas. kept pestering him 2 buy our funfair tickets. $35 4 our whole mentoring group. haas. say he tis kinda mentor. LOL. tink if i was a guy he would hav murdered mi. haha. then mi n eve made fun of him n hannah outside jubilee church. we held hands n said. [laughing hysterically] eve [ s bj] : xiao bai. jing wan xing xing hao mei o. kailing [ s hannah ]: ohh xiao jun. shi arhh. hao piao liang o.
WAHAHAHAS!! it took mi ages 2 get tt line outta my mouth. haha. script provided by SHIMIN N CHEYENNE. haas. shimin was saying tt we were having a xiao chang. omg. hilarious. laugh till cannot le. haas. ferx time i laughed so hard in ages. serious. i was practically crying at the end of it..? omg. sooo funni. so high oso. haas. then went 4 supper wif yangkai, phebe, hannah, boonjun, wheyheng[sori but i dunno how 2 spell his name. =X], jiajun, nicholas, yusong, chinkai n pamela. ahahas. we dominated the s11..? ok lahhs. not tt kua zhang. but were took up 3tables..? hees. they ate. i didnt. felt kinda bloated lahhs so juz drank a can of crysanthemum tea which made mi feel even more bloated..? wahahahas. wadever. yangkai treated us 2 the drinks. toldya he was a nice guy. =) reached hme at bout 113o..? got scolded lahhs. wadever. dun care. say wad i go out dunno how 2 come hme. next time dun go out. blahh blahh blahh. blabbers. heckk. if i dun go out i wil feng de. haas. anythin lahhs. hmmm.
[tis whole paragraph ish dedicated to jill, my dearest, ai-est, sweetest, love-est QING AI DE. ] heyys qing ai de. dun b so stressed up kaes. juz do ur best but dun overstress urself. u cn do it de. i believe in u. JIAYOUUS! =) haas. remember. im oways, oways, OWAYS here 4 u. i promise. wun giv other ppl my qing ai de. n tt guy. ohh wells. dun care bout it lahhs. chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi. ahahas. chim huhh..? =P ur wil gte well soon de. i noe. looking forward 2 the holidaes so we cn do our combined blog! =) wahahahas. really looking forward 2 it. our ferx combined blog ever. the blog of the two ai-est qing ai de..! whee..! ARENT WE SO IN LOVEE?!! hees. heyys ppl out dere. dun jealous kaes. n. JILL TAN MING MING ish officially mine. please leave her alone. wahahahas. dun even try or tink bout separating us cuz she's my better half..! wahahahas. lalala~ I LOVEE MY QING AI DE! =) omg. qing ai de. if ur reading tis. i tink ppl out dere wil get a wrong idea bout us. =P hees. but u noe wad..? I DUN CARE!! =) ahahas. lalala~ i still lovee u..! n. im oways here. =) cyas on tues. cant wait. MISSED YA TRUCKLOADDS! =) -huggs, kisses n blushes-
